broken heart

ten

Maybe this is why it makes it so painful, he was the best friend I could ever ask for.

...

The door creaked open, "Hey Nelly"

"Hey Harold" I laughed.

"I just wanted to make sure you're okay, I know it's hard for you" Harry said as he sat down on my bed.

"Well, thankyou" I smiled, "I'll be okay, just a bit overwhelming you know?"

"Yeah, just if you need me, I'm here" He smiled.

"Of course, see you" I smiled.

"See you" He smiled as he got up and left the room.

A few minutes later I got a text:

JJ

are you in your room? alone?

yes and yes :) harry just left tho x

ill wait a few mins :) i miss u x

i miss u too x

Two Minutes Later 

see u in 3...
2...

u are so annoying😭

My door creaks open again, Jide.

He locks the door behind him, "One" He giggled.

"Heyyy" I laughed.

He walked over to my bed, where I was sat, "I missed you" He smiled.

"I know" I laughed.

He pulled me in with an arm wrapped comfortably around my shoulder, "If we want this to work, we're gonna have to tell him at some point" He sighed. 

"I know, I guess we just have to drop little hints here and there, see how he feels?" I asked.

"Yeah, let's do that" He smiled.

"And what if he doesn't want us together, what will we do then?" I panicked.

"He's just gonna have to deal with it cause I'm ain't leaving you, any time soon" He laughed.

I laughed as I pulled him in for a kiss. A kiss I didn't want to end. 

It ended. But the love didn't.

You can fantasise what happened next. 

...

"Oh my god" JJ sighed.

"That was incredible" I laughed, "Do you think anyone heard us?"

"Maybe" He laughed, "Even if they did you can just say you had a guy over"

"I guess so" I laughed.

"Maybe you should go, so no one suspects anything" I laughed.

"But then I'll miss you even more" He sighed.

"Will one last kiss will help?" I laughed.

"Definitely" He laughed back.

He looked at me with lust, and lent in for another passionate make-out. 

I pulled back, "Did you hear that?" 

"Hear what?" He whispered.

"Elle?" I heard Harry yell.

"Shit" I whispered.

"Yeah?" I yelled back, trying not to make it suspicious.

I got dressed as quick as I could and jogged to the door, I turned back, "Go in that corner so he can't see you" I whispered as silently as I could. 

He crawled into the corner furthest away from my door.

I stepped outside and closed the door quickly so Harry couldn't see inside.

He looked me up and down with the look of I heard you having sex. I knew I had to confess.

"Okay fine" I laughed, "I had a date earlier and it went pretty well, so yes there is a guy in my room right now" 

"And?" He laughed.

"And we may have had sex" I laughed. 

"I know, I heard" He laughed.

"Can I meet him?" Harry asked.

"We've been on one date" I sighed.

"And you had sex" He teased.

This is wrong. But he can't find out like this.

"Shush and goodbye" I sarcastically smiled. 

I jogged into my room and locked the door behind me. 

"That was close" I sighed.

"I know" JJ laughed.

"Now you definitely can't leave my room" I laughed. 

"Good, because I want more" He laughed.

"I do too" I smiled.

Another round.