my cold Hearted boyfriend || seo changbin || Changbin×Reader✓

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I smile as I make my way back to everyone Changbin look at me like he was going to say something but couldn't think of anything..

Me: let go everyone my birthday is still happening!!!

I hug the plushie Binnie got me as I sit down next to Ji-Ho and feilx.. I still hate what happened since it's now quite between all of us except Ji-Ho feilx and I we were talking.. do I feel bad for not telling everyone else yes but I'm sure they understand that it was hard for me to talk about it.. I mean it was hard to tell Ji-Ho and feilx at this point I was zoning out... Ji-Ho give my hand a little squeeze to get my attention.. I look at her same with feilx

Ji-Ho: Binnie won't stop looking at you.. the love he has in his eyes when he looks at you it's like he really find the one

Feilx: I agree.. I noticed it when he first saw you.. don't think that he won't stop loving you just because of what just happened..

I sigh

Me: it just hurts

Ji-Ho sigh very loudly that got everyone attention but then she realised something I look at her trying to figure out what it was but I couldn't

Ji-Ho: I just realised something.. y/n didn't flinch or cover her ears when everything was happening and me yelling

Chan: that's a good sign!

Han: we are proud y/n

I fake my smile even though I was really happy they are proud but I couldn't help but think about everything that happened.. 'what if' started going through my mind.. I hug the plushie.. everyone might of noticed.. I felt eyes on me as I was looking away hugging my plushie.. I didn't even look away where I was looking but because I had my head on the plushie which was on my knees.. I had my knees up.. I was zoned out.. I didn't even feel or hear Ji-Ho and feilx move.. I felt arms go around me and an head on my back of my shoulder that zoned me back I turned my head still had my head on my knees.. there he was sitting there with his arm around me and head on the back of my shoulder... I sigh and that got his attention...

Changbin head left my back and is now looking at me.. I could see the worry in his eyes but then I noticed that it was just us...

Me: w-where i-is e-everyone

Changbin: they aren't that far away they just give us some alone time

Me: i-I'm s-sorry

Changbin face when he noticed that I have been crying..

Changbin: hey hey why you saying sorry and why you crying.. you did nothing wrong okay

That not why I'm crying.. I sigh before I start talking.. I move my head off my knees but I kept hugging the plushie..

Me: Binnie I'm sorry for not telling you everything about my past.. it was hard enough to tell Ji-Ho and feilx.. I wanted you to know.. I wanted you to know everything but I just couldn't do it..

Changbin sat there in silence humming for me to keep going

Me: I guess I really not good enough For anyone or anything I Hate my life I hate how my life is.. I want my mum and dad to be here and I just wish it was me not them!

Changbin pull me into a hug as I cry my eyes out.. why.. why on my birthday every single birthday i had without them I'm hurt I cry so much... The others are the only ones who has ever done something so nice.. Changbin is the best boyfriend I could ever ask For.. I love him so much but it hurts knowing that I never get to see my mother and father...

After a while I stop crying.. everyone else come back and sat down Changbin hasn't moved Ji-Ho sat where he was sitting and that was next to Chan.. as soon feilx sat down Changbin let go of me and I hug feilx.. I'm happy that Binnie knows that I need to hug him sometimes but then I hear rose crying I pull away from feilx to look around and there she is in i.n arms.. i.n smile as he got up to come over to me.. once he make it to me he gives rose to me.. Changbin arm was close to mine so he can hold her as well... We eat our food we laugh we play some games..

If I didn't have them in my life I don't know what I would of done for my birthday.. they made my birthday the best one..

Me: thank you guys for making my birthday the best one I ever had

Feilx: y/n you know we always will love and support you we are happy to have you in our life

Chan: y/n how's your next song coming along

Me: oh it's going good but I might need some help

Han: what type of help do you need

Me: the song doesn't work on Piano and I don't know what to do

Changbin: we could try something and see how it will sound

Chan: once that happened we can then record it

Me: I like that thank you

Hyunjin, i.n, leeknow, Seungmin, Ji-Ho they all smile they are happy that I am still doing songs and stuff but then we hear a phone ring.. I look over where I hear the ringing.. Changbin's phone..

Changbin Pick it up but didn't move from my side.. he look at me then at everyone else.. once he put the phone down we were looking at him.. Changbin sigh

Changbin: it was my mum

Chan: why was she calling you

Me: I thought your family don't talk to you anymore

Chan: they don't.. they call when they need something or need to talk to him

Changbin: they wanna meet y/n and rose...

I froze

Me: w-what

Chan: y/n no matter what happens don't let his parents get to you

Feilx: they aren't the nicest people.. just don't take anything they say okay

Me: I'm guessing you guys met them

Han: we have and some of us did take it to heart

Changbin: y/n I don't wanna lose you because of them just please don't let it get to you

Me: I let you know if it dose okay

Changbin: okay I love you

Me: I love you too binnie

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"You guys are Goss but yet so cute"

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