my cold Hearted boyfriend || seo changbin || Changbin×Reader✓

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Y/n pov

I hug feilx crying my eyes out.. we get back home Ji-Ho was holding rose she put rose in her room and as soon we walk in Han come running up to me.. he noticed I have been crying and I let go of feilx and give Han a hug.. han took me to the lounge room and we sat down feilx sat next to me as well.. I cry until I couldn't no more.. Han move me so I'm now on feilx.. I'm still crying but I ended up falling asleep on feilx.. I hear the door open And close very loudly.. I jumped in feilx arms.. i still had my eyes closed falling asleep but I could still hear what was being said.. it was Chan talking to Changbin I could hear every single thing before I was in a deep sleep

Chan: You Should of Told Her

Changbin: I know

Chan: feilx never left her side she been crying she was hugging Han a faw minute ago

Changbin: I never wanted this to Happened.. she probably thinks I'm using her! And I'm not..

Chan: I know Binnie I know

Changbin: I love her Chan I really do but I don't know what to do at the point I really hurt her

Chan: y/n love you too binnie Just wait until-

I was out.. I was in a deep sleep I never got to hear what else Chan said.. it been a few hours since I fall asleep.. feilx never left my side.. I opened my eyes and there was feilx asleep still holding me in arms.. I look around and I see Hyunjin, Han, leeknow, Ji-Ho all asleep.. feilx let go of me in his sleep so I got up slowly and quietly.. I went into the kitchen and there he was sitting at the table but he was asleep.. I noticed that there was a note next to his phone so I pick it up and read it...

Note

I couldn't say this to you not at the moment so please just read this!

I hate everything! I never wanted this to Happened.. you shouldn't of known this before but no I'm the dumb ass that didn't tell.. I hurt you and I really hate myself for that.. I'm sorry! Do you hear me I'm sorry!!! I fall in love with you and I never thought I could.. then I had a kid with you and that made my parents happy when they found out.. that promise that I made with my dad was so dumb I know but that promise has changed my parents now.. that promise was for me to give them a granddaughter or a grandson and well I give them a granddaughter.. I know you are hurt by me because I never told you.. I was Scared.. and now I'm really scared that I'm going to lose you because of it please forgive me I love you so much and I always will

I felt tears coming up next thing I knew I was crying.. I turn around when I saw Changbin waking up I quickly left the room.. I went into mine and Binnie room.. I keep the door but open.. I sit on the bed trying to figure out what to say to him.. I got off the bed and made my way to bathroom.. getting into a shower helps me with my thoughts.. and I need it.. I have been in the shower for a while just in my thoughts.. I get out and put my towel around me.. I walk out in my towel not thinking about anyone could of come in my room as I was in the shower once I was out of my bathroom I turned to get my clothes and I hear a voice "wanna talk".. I jumped it Scared the shit of me

Me: fucking hell feilx.. you scared the shit out of me

Feilx: shit sorry for scary you I didn't mean to.

Me: it's okay let me get my clothes on

Feilx: yep I look away

Me: thanks

Feilx look at his phone not looking away from his phone until I say something.. I was done putting on my clothes.. i told feilx that it was okay to look.. Felix put his phone down as I sit down on the bed next to him..

Feilx: have you been crying in the shower

Me: I think so I'm not sure

Feilx: y/n have you thought about hurting yourself

Me: not that I know of

Feilx: y/n Binnie not doing well.. you need to talk to him

Me: I read this note he left for me

Feilx: what type of note

I got up and got the note and show feilx.. I look at my feet as feilx read the note

Feilx: y/n he really dose love you

Me: I know but like it hurts

Feilx: it hurts to love him

Me: sometimes but not all of the time like I really love him but it just hurts me knowing that he could lie to me or never tell me anything

Feilx: you and Binnie fall in love with each other you can't do anything about that y/n love can hurt but nothing can break true love y/n

Me: true love always win...

When I looked at feilx.. he had a big smile on his face.. was it because of what said or was it because of something else? I thought to myself.. next thing i knew i was getting picked up.. I couldn't see who was picking me up until I got put down..

Me: Chan~ what the hell

Chan: sorry y/n got told to get you I'm just following what I got told

Me: what.. who told you to get me

Chan didn't say anything.. he just stood there.. I am so confused on what the hell is happening but then it hit me when Changbin walk in with flowers.. it took me some time to understand what is happening but once it hit me.. I didn't say a word.. Changbin really hurt me but I love him and that's just too sweet.. I sat there not saying a word or even looking at him.. he knows that he hurt me and he also know that I won't talk to him at the moment but he's really trying.. I love him for that but God I hate him at the same time! Ughh

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A/n: hey so I would like to say that I am working on new story called skz imagine.. So I'm hoping that you give it a read! Anyway byeee ♡
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