Ferris wheel

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A/N this is my first one shot set after S2 so you know SPOILERS.

Present day-somewhere in the world
Crowleys POV:

I have been driving for....long...since he left....

I don't know where I am any more...

I don't care so long as I keep moving...

The world felt cold as soon as my angel-Aziraphale left to heaven...

So to escape that numbing cold I have to keep going.

I stop to sleep each night so as not to damage the Bentley.

And as I sleep it paints itself yellow and I think restocks the travel sweets.

Even my blessed car misses him!

I don't know why he left....

Was it because he doesn't care about me...

Maybe he never cared and he was just trying to fix a demon...

Maybe he got bored of me and always doing the same old stuff....

Maybe he doesn't love me....

Or Maybe he did and I was to fast again with the god-damn, stupid fucking kiss!!

I should of just....

Just...

I don't know!

No

I do know

I should of told him I loved him before the metatron spoke to him.

Fucking wanker!

But I should have said it much much sooner than that really.

I should have said it in bloody Eden when he said he gave away his sword!

But it's far to late for that now

He is long gone

Up in heaven living his dream

Leaving me down here alone to die

He's probably already forgotten all about me.

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Present day-in heaven
Aziraphales POV:

I should have forgotten all about him.

But I haven't.

He is all that I think about.

He is in my every thought.

As I sit through the 'most important' meetings

As I sift through all the 'most important' documents

As I make all the 'most important' decisions with Uriel and Michael

As I sit alone in my cramped apartment for the 'most important' people

And when I allow myself a short trip up to where he made the stars and I think about how long we spent together and how alone I feel now

I think about why I even left...

It Wasn't because i don't care about him...

It wasn't that never cared and I was just trying to fix a demon...

It wasn't because I got bored of him and always doing the same old stuff....

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