FAITHS POV
When I heared Justin on the phone yesterday he sounded so happy. That kinda made me happy too.
But still I was so hurt inside because all the people in the whole wide world hated me. I felt so bad. I already feel bad when one person hates me because I'm quite sensetive. But now million of girls hate me. Some don't wanna admint it but they do .
They just don't write it on twitter because they don't wanna hurt or dissapoint Justin.
But deep down they hate me.
Since Justin left I didn't eat anything yet and stayed in bed the whole time.The only thing I did was cry. I was a mess
But I gotta act happy just so Justin wouldn't worry and feel bad. I needed to be here for him because he's having a hard time so I don't wanna bother him with my feelings.
I don't know if I could handle this it was so hard for me being hated just for loving someone you know your entire life.
I hated myself more than anything right now.
Suddenly my phone rang. It was Justin.
I took a deep breath and wiped my tears away and picked up.
"Hi Babe, what's up?" he said sounding so happy
"Hi, not much just home"
"Are you okay babe?" he asked me
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"Kay, I'll be home in 3 houres."
"Okay, babe love you."
"loveyoutoo."
I hung up and broke down crying again I hated lying to him wich I just did I said "I'm fine" .
While I'm totaly not that's a lie. I always tell I feel so bad because Justin is always so honest with me and I'm just sitting here lying to him.
This made me feel so bad. I had to stay strong because of I felt so selfish.
*2 houres later*
I suddenly I heared my roomdoor open.
I saw Justin when I fluttered my eyes open.
I saw his face and he was in shock.
I didn’t expect him this early. He probably wanted to suprise me.
“Faith, what?” He screamed
I just cried again
“What happend, you got so skinny in like 2 days and your eyes look all red and puffy?” he said
“I-I-I I’m sorry” I said between the tears
“For what? What happend?”
“I can’t do this Justin, I lied I’m not fine.”
“Babe, tell me what’s wrong I’m always here for you.”
“I can’t eveyone hates me.”
“why do u look so skinny and no they don’t on twitter they all love you babe.”
“They just say that because they don’t want to see you sad Justin, they don’t mean that.” I said to him
“Why do u look so skinny, please answer me.”
“I didn’t eat okay.” I yelled while crying.
“I’m sorry babe, I’m so sorry.” Justin said grabbing me and holding me while I was crying
‘I’m fine was my biggest lie.’
A/N: heya guys, I'm so sorry for not updating a week but I have exams right now and I still am so the next update will probs be next week again but when I'm on summerbreak I'll be able to write a lot
Thank you for over 300 reads it literaly means the entire world to me
I love you guys
Xoxo
Cheyenne
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FanfictionA girl who lost her best friend named Justin who is now a world wide popstar right now but to her he's just Justin Drew Bieber, the goofy kid that she knew all her life. She misses him so much and hopes to see him back one day...
