Happy For You

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A/N- So this will sort of like you're writing in a diary or something. So yeah. Enjoy being sad I guess lol.

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Day 4,380, June 16,2018

Dear Diary,

Hi,so it's been a while. I know and I'm sorry. It's been 3 years and I'm getting back to it! Let me introduce my self, 'cause I've change alot.

Hi! My name is, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N but you can call me Y/N/N. I've started writing since I was 13 and now I'm getting back into it. And before you ask me I am 25 years old. My birthday is August 17, 1993. I'm Bisexual and I'm a producer. A pretty big one actually, I don't want to brag but my bestfriend, Demi, got me into it and helped me. She's just amazing. And yes! once again you're correct. I am,in fact, Inlove with her. She's just amazing inside and out. We go wayyyy back! We, and marissa, go way back like 12 years ago. They're amazing. Only marissa and a couple of pretty close friends and Demi's crew, know about how madly inlove I am with her. But of course, If you haven't seen the other 'chapters' of this diary you won't know, I tend to have badluck with everything. What I'm saying is she has a boyfriend. Wait, scratch that. She has a fiance.

I always thought I can make a book out off my diaries so maybe one day I will. It's pretty entertaining, if I do say so myself. But you might be wondering, why the hell is this 25 year old girl doing with her life and writing shit in her diary. Well it relieves my stress. I get to rant and stuff. 

So I'll be talking about how my life sucks and how the love of my life is getting married right infront of me, with her fiance. It sucks, but I like seeing her happy. That smile when she mentions him. I can tell she's inlove with him, and so does her fiance. Well what can I say? I've miss my chance. All the moments I could've told her how I feel, I wussy out. I know she's happy and I'm happy for her. I love Demi so so much. She doesn't even know it, like LITERALLY! We had moments, but I was too afraid so I wussy out, All the time. Guess I've learned my lesson. But this time there's no more second chances. It sucks, seeing her walking down the isle, to someone that is not me. I've always dreamt of this, but I was the one she was walking to. Don't get me started I am happy for her. I just wish I was able to be the one holding her, comforting her, kissing those perfect, plump and soft lips. I just want to be the one pleasuring her and treating her right. I want her to be mine, but that just makes me selfish, I could only imagine. I want her all to myself. If you tell me "I'm jealous" is an understatement. But she's happy and I'm happy for her. Even if I could'nt understand, God knows I try. I love you Demetria, ever since we first met :)  Until then! This is goodbye!<3

Until death do I stop loving you,

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A/N- Soo... Hope y'all like that! And also I've been getting writers block for that threesome I promised. I have ALOT of stories to finish but been getting writers block and school shit more often than ever! So sorry! Also thank you guys so much for making me #3 in Demi, I think. I ain't sure lol.

Also, this might have a 2nd part? We don't know. Better find out then :D

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