Life-
That word was the perfect epitome of beauty and awe
Life
For me was a pit of darkness
Life -
- was sweet for everyone I knew
But for me it was a bitter medicine
Everyone said it was a priceless gift
I said it was an obligatory hell
Everyone I knew loved life
I hated it with every cell in me
Nobody wanted to lose life
I would do absolutely anything to throw it away
Why?
Life -
Was a torture for me
It always ripped me apart
It always tore my soul to shreds
It always from time to time pierce a pike of ' rejection'
Through my bleeding heart
That throbbed in severe pain
Life -
Hated me
It despised me
It rejected me
It exempted me of creations
It told me I wasn't special
It told me I never belong here
It never accepted me
Life -
Loved playing games with me
It loved watching me bleed
And cry out in pain
My tears fuels it torture
Life -
Took things from me
Things I'd never get back
Things it knew would kill me
Life -
Threw me in darkness
It catapulted me out of happiness and sanity
It dragged me to a world of -
Excruciating pain
Everlasting aches
Eternal sleep
It always waited patiently to see me crumble in fear
Ever so happy to see my bleeding heart
Love the beat of its throbs
My Papa always said
"You get from Life what you become."
He also said "Life was a video game of obstacles and challenges that reveals who we are, our abilities and helps us become a better and stronger person."
He said "The easier you are on yourself the harder life becomes."
"Life wants a competitor, an indefatigable person, a fighter. To pass through Life, be all these things."
I tried -
I tried so hard
Very hard
To fight Life
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Monica. (When Life Takes A Wrong Turn Series #1)
Teen FictionIt had only been few months after her cousin Hannah had died in a fire and her best friend Tina had left town without a goodbye. As if that wasn't devastating enough for Monica her entire family (except for her aunt) had died in a car accident. Seei...
