Every part of me

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Every part of me
Is wondering if you still love me
Every part of me
Is praying you still love me

What'd did I say?
What did I do?

When all you started saying was one word
When every sentence began and ended with ...
I could feel you
Slipping away

I know I'm probably overreacting
Overthinking

But the days over
And I didn't get a text from you
And when I sent one
It took you twenty minutes to answer

I don't want to let you go
I don't want to have a heartbreak
I don't want to loose you

But I know there's something wrong
Even if it has nothing to do with me
Something is wrong
I want you to be able to tell me
To trust me with what's going on

And I'm so scared
That when I see you again
You'll look at me
Frown and turn away

I'm terrified of that

I'm terrified of seeing hatred in your eyes
When you're looking right at me

I wish
I wish
And I wish

You were here
Telling me it's not true
That you do love me
That this is just my imagination

Every part of my being
Is screaming trying to figure this out
I hate that I fell for you
I hate that I'm thinking this way
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it

Every part of my being
Begs for you to really
Truly love me
Please
All I want is your love
To know that I matter to you

Every part of me
Loves you...

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