My Day

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My day went great
Was happy for a bit
Was exited for a bit

Last period rolls around
So exited to hang out
Then my ex gets brought up
How we broke up get brought up
And he is in the same class

Perfect

I still like him mind you
And he goes up to me and says something
I don't hear it

Come to find out apparently
He said something about it being my fault why we broke up

Do I believe it?
I don't want to
Should I believe it?
Probably
But will I believe it?
Of course not

Cause somewhere inside of me
Still believes he is a good person
He is the same person I dated
Somewhere inside of me is hoping
Begging and pleading for him to come back

Goddamnit I hate life
I hate people
And I hate myself

I apologize to anyone that read this
This whole part is a piece of shit
But then again so am I

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