Okay.
I'm not a mean person but I'm not a nice one either.
I don't know how to express that I like someone
So I naturally go for meaningless insults.
I call smart people dumb because I'm jealous
A lot
And I found out today how bad that really is
One of my friends stopped talking to me
Because of my insults
I apologized of course but how could I?
It's like I get too comfortable and then I forget everyone else has feelings too
I became the one thing I never wanted to be
I did something that I never wanted to
And this time there is no denying it
It is my fault
I always find a way to do these things
I try to be really nice and I try to joke around
Those two don't match for me
I don't mean the insults
I hope people get that
Because I always say so in a joking manner
But that doesn't excuse it
This is just me trying to confess that
I messed up.
I messed up really bad.
And you know it's bad when I don't cuss
When I don't cry I just idle
What in the world did I do
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The Words I couldn't Say
PoetryThis is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like r...
