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Cummins X Avert II

Feel me?

He doesn't know what Feel feels like.
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"But go for me."

Cummins still remembers how Richardson forced him to go to Eiden Avert and finish his last speech with him. He wasn't shocked realising tears in his eyes. But somehow one stiller look made him breaking down into pieces. When he looks at Avert's eyes, he couldn't manage his legs to increase the steps and hold him. But he didn't go. He stays silent. Though his mind was burning, but there was no smell, no fog. Just him with one he loves the most. He couldn't say more words cause his tears came. But he felt Eiden Avert didn't want to listen either. He takes his move.

"Don't you think I love you too?" When he says that Cummins was thinking about someone to wake him up, he even doesn't want to dream it- nightmares. "I don't know." Rather he answered it. He doesn't know anything about him anymore. He loved him, not loves him. But Cummins feels so much pain when Avert said, "I can't feel it." Cummins looked at him shockingly. Seemed like, he just heard earth is finishing!

Years ago,

- I thought he can't see any of my emotions.

- Who has eyes can see everything. But didn't let anyone to show.

- It's not show off. Its kind of ac-

- No. Its not. Its more than sorrow, less than harm.

- I couldn't understand

Richardson leans off the chair and crossed his arm over the table. Takes a deep breath.

- Cummins. You know his parents left him when he was 14. Since then he didn't guess who he is, who he's become. He is now bigger. He has sense off around. Not he, himself- didn't recognise him on the mirror.

- [Tears]

- People just watch my brother's success. He deeply inside he's dying, needing breath, you know what, it's not Oxygen. It's kind of support, mental support. [Wiped his tears] I don't know who can give it.

- I know but-

- I hope you can. I see the passion in you, Cummins. He doesn't feel him. He doesn't know what Feel feels like. I'm sorry for him. So sorry.

- Hey don't cry. I can fix it as permanent, I promise.

- I trust you Cummins. But he's taugh, so taugh to understand. He's introvert. He WASN'T introvert. He has become. It hurts to even look at.

- His name is Avert, I've lots of prevents ahead. Why he's become my AVERT? He's no right. He suits with his name.

- [laughs] don't mock my brother.

'He doesn't know what Feel feels like.' This line has become a challenge for Cummins. Its more than responsibility. He cares about what he been through. But he somehow is ready to change the sequence, change for the rest. How a person become emotionless! He watched him crying for another whenever he's busy working with NGOs. But for himself? He can't even imagine. He never seen his smile. What? He is imagining- how he looks like when he Smiles? No, no thoughts, no flash comes. He looks at the mirror, he realised Eiden Avert is standing beside him, holding him, crying. No, he can't see him crying. He wants him smiling apart. But it vanished certainly.