Secret
It will be hurting if you keep loving me.
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Days are running, things are drowning under ocean. Hasn't crossed his mind, the lie- the only thing leads its way of certainties which secured its gut between his mind. Gonna feel the pain- wanting something that never ever become his. He never asked why. Looked up at the sky, up when sun goes behind clouds. He thinks- cause he looks. Maybe the way even nature is treating him. Rain falls, heavy stroms faced him when he got stucked in traffic jam. Looks beside and sighs, with deep anguished breath. The bouquet of white roses got wet with the rain fall, he doesn't look at his seat what got wet too. He remained static on the flowers, the horn from behind's car dismissed it. He still looks at the wet, waste flowers, he recently buys. Cool! He drives his car away.
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"Hey wanna enjoy some shots?" Colin Munro, his friend, offers Nile. He nodded right to left. "Why not man? What happened?" Cal asked. He thinks maybe something is wrong. Nile didn't say anything, nor reacts. Just looking straight at someone. Cal looks at the same direction from beside him, "Who are you looking at?" He asked. Nile closed his eyes angrily and ate his anger then. "Can't you calm down?" Sips his beer. "God! I hope you're looking at-" "I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!" He stands up and about to leave the pub, "And yeah don't call me." Threats Cal and rushed back. Cal is looking at him stragley, sadly even more. He can smell Nile maybe for a moment, maybe the direction said something too.
One week after,
- Hey? What? Why silence ?
- Nothing. I didn't ask anything. I have no mood to come here.
- Why not? It's my birthday, Nile. How can you say that?
- By mouth
- Damn! You didn't even bring Philippe with you. I-
- Don't say his name?
- What happened Nile?
- Yeah, Salt. Its better to think that your birthday has ended, congratulations. I'm gonna leave now
- Just wait-
- Let me.
Phil Salt didn't say like Cal. They shared a look to Nile, watched leaving and Salt got stranged too. But Cal didn't. Salt looks at Cal and Cal winks at him- as he knows things, he will tell later. Salt again looks at Nile, departing.
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- Can I ask you something?
- Hm
- Who's Josh Hazlewood?
- [decrease his eyelids] You don't know him Nile? Are you drunk?
Philippe asked even after knowing why Nile is asking him.
- I ain't drunk. Do I look like drunk?
- Always
- Yes?
- I said NO.
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Fanfiction[Dedicated to some fanfic writers who inspired me] A BOOK with some of my ships on Cricket [*team included- Australia, New Zealand and England*] Personally, they are all my Choices. I picked some random couples around. Write some of their love, ups...
