The Diary of the Butterfly

Him

Him

The light left my life and I was dull again,

I had a stronger hate for myself,

It's true what I said,

Everything I touch I ruin.

Why did I let it end?

I could have convinced myself,

Hell,

I could have convinced him;

That our love was not dead,

That if we wanted to,

We could have seen it out to the very end.

"Forever and always" we said,

But all we did was chip a block off forever's head.

On a different note though:

I met a new guy friend,

This time when I dive,

I'm going head first,

Because I placed my heart in a bin.

The love I have left over from him,

I'll convince the new guy that it belongs to him;

I just want him to make me numb,

He can keep his love,

I don't even want to feel his touch.

He's just here to help me move on in a rush,

I just hope he doesn't talk too much.

TionaH🦋