The Diary of the Butterfly

Drugs

Drugs

Nothing will ever be the same after today,

I'm afraid if my drink isn't alcohol infused, I'll go insane.

I wonder if I can land myself in jail,

I wonder what it will feel like to sniff a line of cocaine.

I tasted my first cigarette today,

I've had so much alcohol I don't even know how I'm still awake.

Did I tell you that I'm only fifteen?

The smoke helps me feel relieved.

It's like it's physically taking the pain away,

The alcohol toys with my brain,

It makes it hard to hear everything going on in my brain,

The taste of blood is a plus,

I no longer allow it to drop to the floor when I cut,

I just lick it up or get a cup.

Why did they tell us to stay away from drugs?

Life is so much better when drugs have you fucked up.

TionaH🦋