𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 {𝐻𝑎𝑖𝑘𝑦𝑢𝑢 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠}

🌧️☁️ Lost in Translation// K. Tsukishima

Tsukishima never communicated very well. You knew that.

So why were you laying here? Staring into your ceiling in a bad mood because it's been two days since you talked?

You could rationalize that he was busy all you wanted. It didn't make you feel any better. Every text was left of seen, every I love you left on read. It'd been like this for a while, but at least he talked to you.

Now he wasn't talking at all. You put your phone on do not disturb, honestly because you didn't want to talk to anyone anymore. You knew you talked a lot, but you always thought he was content just listening.

But maybe he was just tolerating your talking and now he was fed up. It hurt your heart a little bit. And sure you felt silly to be over thinking like this, because he could just be busy. But to not even say 'I love you' back felt off.

You turned over leaving your phone to charge on the dresser, deciding it was best to sleep off the uneasy feeling in your stomach.

You woke up the next morning to a knocking on your bedroom door. "Y/n?"

You looked at your phone and saw that you had several missed calls and texts from your friends.

Kuroo:
You know I tell you everything right
*1 image*
I don't know the context but it doesn't look right.
I thought you should know.

You clicked on the attachment to a picture of Tsukishima and another girl from Nekoma on her Instagram. How did he even know her? You'd never heard of her before. They were in a cute cafe, and he was actually smiling.

He never smiled with you.

Oh.

Oh.

The door swung open and Tsukishima stepped in. "Get out." You said rolling over, feeling sick to your stomach.

"What? I just got here, I thought you'd want to cuddle first." He chuckled. You were not in the mood to play though.

"Tsukishima. I said. Get. The fuck. Out."

Tsukishima feel his stomach drop. Since when did you use his full last name? "What's going on?"
You just simply threw your phone at him, and watched his face turn to panic. "Wait I swear its not as bad as it looks."

"Tsukishima. Please just leave."

"Wait-"

"Get out! You don't get to come here after ignoring me for another girl and just waltz in here like nothings wrong! For fucks sake I loved you! I gave you everything. Everything I had. And it wasn't enough. So please. Just. Just go."

Instead of denying it he just got up and left. And that was all you needed.

***
The next few days were hell. You tried everything to ignore him in every class you shared, ignore him in the halls, even in the cafeteria.

"What's going on with you and Tsukishima?" Yamaguchi came and sat next to you. It was a bit strange considering he always sat with Tsukishima, and you always sat with Kageyama and Hinata.

"I think we're not together anymore." You said quietly, the other two looking at you.

"What why?" You showed them the screenshot and Kageyama immediately stood up, finding Tsukishima in the hall. You followed not wanting anything to go down.

"You fucking asshole!" He gripped Tsukishima's shirt and shoved him against the lockers. It was an odd sight really. Seeing Tsukishima look so small while being so tall.

"Let go of him!" You rushed to diffuse the situation, but it was already too late.

"Let go of me!" Tsukishima shoved Kageyama and lifted himself off of the lockers. When Tsukishima saw you, he stepped towards you and you just ran. "Y/n wait!"

You got pretty far but he caught up to you and wrapped his arms around you. You felt his warmth and smelled his cologne and suddenly your eyes started swelling with tears, as you started to sob.

You'd made it to a tree by the gym and it was pretty private. This fact made you feel a bit better since no one could see you break down.

You slowly sat on the ground against the tree and Tsukishima gave you some space, but sat right next to you.

"Y/n. I want you to know first that I love you. I would never, never, do anything to hurt you. I swear that on my life." He took a deep breath in.

"But"

"I know what the screenshot looked like. But it wasn't like that at all I swear. She was a friend from a long time ago. Our moms used to know each other before she moved away." He started. "I admit I used to like her." Your heart started to hurt a little more.

"But I swear it was nothing like that. Ever since I met you, it was like no other girl existed. You were just this little thing that I was so attracted to."

"I only went to see her because it'd been so long. I didn't even know she took the picture or posted it."

"But you ignored me. You didn't even say I love you or anything."

"I know and I'm sorry. I just got so caught up-"

"That you forgot about your own girlfriend?"

"No! I-I didn't. I talked about you the whole time. It was nothing like that. I would never hurt you. I would never think of doing something like that. You're all I want."

"Promise me that this is the truth?"

"I'll call her right now."

"Okay okay." You sniffed. He sighed and moved closer to you.

"I love you y/n"

"I love you too." He pulled you in closer for a kiss. In that moment everything felt better. It didn't feel right but a weight was lifted off your shoulders. "You know this doesn't magically fix everything right?"

"I know but I'll try to make everything better."