Sam's POV
Mon dragged me to the edge of the water and each step I took weighed like a ton
Mon was super attentive toward me, always giving me little words of affirmation and was giving me the strength to take another step.
She never let go of my hand and was giving it a squeeze every now and again)
M: it's ok Sam. I'm here!
You can do it!
The water was never your enemy Sam
S: But It almost took u away from me Mon
M: and i'm here now aren't I? There's no reason to be afraid anymore Sam... I'm not leaving you
S: promise?
M: promise!
Now come Sam. I'm waiting
(i really hated the water! I felt a chill every time the waves hit my skin and I was doing my best to not freak out
Mon's hand on mine was the only reason why I made it this far)
M: see? The water is not so bad right? It's relaxing
S: that's what's scary Mon.
The water is too treacherous!
It's calming & relaxing
It makes one want to stay in it
M: not me! never! How can I leave my perfect Sam to stay here by myself? I'd be way too lonely
S: hmm... That's right Mon
Even if u do get the urge to be swept by it, please make sure to bring me along
(I cupped her cheeks and looked at her sincerely)
M: Sam, I don't know what happened in the past
I'm still waiting for you to tell me but the me now will never leave u. I promise!
Let me share the burden Sam, I don't want u to carry it alone...
S: i'm afraid of what will happen when u find out the truth Mon
Will u hate me?
Will u leave me?
will u blame me?
I'm so scared Mon
M: Sam stop! Look at me!
I will never hate u Sam!
No matter what I would come to know or remember, I would never leave u ever again Sam. Trust me. I love u too much to do anything but stay by your side
S: hmm... I'm sorry Mon
I didn't want to ruin this day for you
I tried. i really did but
M: don't be sorry Sam.
You didn't ruin anything
I'm glad you're here!
Thank you for coming now just please kiss me
(I didn't have to be told twice. I immediately went for her lips while my hand held my waist. My fingers that was moving in circles sent shivers down her spine.
Our kiss was getting hot and steamy and I didn't care that people were watching!
I slipped in my tongue as her hand went up to my hair pulling me closer until it settled on my neck!)
S: Moooonnn
M: hmmmm?
S: stop please
M: you stop it then
S: i can't
M: i can't either
(I growled in pain. I knew that what will happen next will depend on me. She was forcing me to decide and I knew i had to stop! I withdrew from our kiss and pinched myself in the hopes of calming myself down)
S: Mon i really really want u but i can't take u here
Wait a little longer ok?
M: hmmm... Thanks for stopping
S: what would u have done if i didn't stop?
M: i knew you would
S: and if i couldn't Mon?
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GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER
Fanfictionfan made. Mon's & Sam's POV alternate storyline when book 1 ended. is love really all that we need? can we overcome our overwhelming gap when we fight for our love? what are we supposed to do when all we can do is fight a losing battle? Will we stil...
