searching for love

part: 11

After cheaking tae the doctor left from there

On the other side, jk was worried about him, he finally decide to call jimin.

Jimin: Hallo

Jk: What happened r u forget to call me? U know very well I'm worried about him, how is he now?

Jimin: Sorry sorry, actually I really forget to call u bcoz what I saw here would make anyone forget everything..

Jk: What happen? Now u r making me more worry..(nervous)

Jimin: Don't worry, now he's fine, he's sleeping now, he had a panic attack.

Jk: What? Panic attack but why? He's just a 22, what causes panic attacks at this age?

Jimin: I will tell everything but first u have to answer my question then I will think whether to tell u or not..

Jk: What?

Jimin: Do u like him?

Jk: No.. I love him, if u have anything to ask then tell me I'll answer it..

Jimin: No that's it, I just wanted to know that bcoz what I say next, u might be change ur mind and ur feelings to him.
Jk: But I don't think my decision will be changed.

Jimin: While see bcoz after saying all that, I will understand whether u really love him or not bcoz I don't want him to suffer again.

Jk: Ok tell me what happened to him? Why his condition is like this today?

Then jimin started to tell him about tae's past life ..

                             (Flashback)

6 yrs ago:- Tae was just a 17 yrs old boy with teenage of life going on, now he is in high school. He was not attracted to any girls from his childhood, why? He didn't even know until the new student enter his school, Jackson.

Seeing him for the first time, he knew that he is gay. It was not difficult for him to accept it bcoz his mom and his friends supported him when he said he is gay. As the day passed by him, love for Jackson also grew up. Tae got angry when Jackson was surrounded by girls bcoz he was the most handsome boy in the school and tae was looked normal boy that time, no one knew that this boy would one day be the most handsome man in the world....

Jackson was good looking but he was arrogant, attitude, selfish, he was a millionaire brat child.

After 2 months, when tae saw jackson kissing a girl in an empty classroom, he went to them and grabbed that girls hair in anger and threw it away. "Why he did this"? When jackson ask him, then that day he tell about his feelings for the first time with him but jackson ignored him and left from there but tae didn't give up. Then for about 1 month he followed jackson but one day he lost his patience and told him.

Tae: R u blind or what ?? can't u see that I've been following u for 1month, at least say something yes or no, u feel very good about hanging me like this, don't u?

Jackson went to close to him and grabbed his chin

Jackson: U r really cute in anger, I never seen u like this, I was just seeing how crazy u could be for me and I saw it today. It's a yess.

Tae: Really?

Jackson: Yes (then he kiss him, it was his first kiss) Get ready for our first date in the evening (he said and left)

That was the happiest day for tae bcoz it's his first love but none of his friends were happy bcoz nobody liked Jackson. They tried to explain him a lot but he didn't understand, he didn't listen to anyone.

6:00 pm Jackson took him for a walk in a park, the park was far away from his house, it was the first time tae had been there. The park was full of three's, very beautiful but since it was 7 pm, it was getting a little dark. Jackson started to take him inside the park but tae didn't want to go as he kept saying "it was getting dark, go forward there is a bench, there to sit" but Jackson was not listening to him any kind of force was taking him. Then Jackson take him to the dark place and sat on the grass.

Tae: It was so dark hear, let's go from here, I don't feel good.

Jackson went to close to him

Jackson: Why? I am with u, what r u afraid of?

Then he kiss him gently but sometime later it was hard, too much hard...