searching for love

part: 48

Jackson: I know u can't let anyone touch u after when I touch u bcoz u love me that much still now, right?

Tae: In ur dream, u r not my love u r my mistake, my big mistake in my life..

Jackson: I know, I can see that, that's why u don't give ur body to anyone, not even jungkook,(smirk) Mr. Jeon Jungkook the billionaire, CEO of jeon's empire, right? (Tae was shocked) I knew u needed a rich boy from the beginning, 1st me than my bro then bogum and now jungkook, all r rich boy, right? (Tear filled in tae's eyes bcoz it's right they all r rich but he didn't knew before love them )

Jackson: I would given u money for shopping, look u want these (pointed tae's hand where he's holding so much shopping bags) u did good job, how do u get such big rich guys without giving ur body? I want to know that, one mint I understand now ,look at urself u have become much more beautiful than before (touch his cheeks and tae jerk his hand) so u use this face to get rich guys right? (Tae was standing like statue, he is constantly crying hearing his words)

Jackson: so jk's family know about u, about ur past? (Tae was shocked to hear that) Ohh shit !! they didn't know Anything?? Then u have to search a new rich boy again bcoz if they find out about ur past, u think they will accept u? Such a jock (laugh) but I can help u, u don't have to search new rich guy, I'm hear for u ( tae hearing his words he felt as if someone was hitting a hammer inside his chest, he began to think that he had never thought about that , he is continuing crying)

Jackson: So come with me I won't tell u anything, I'll give u whatever u want, u just have to keep me happy in my bed (he grabbed his hand and pulled him and tae try to jerk his hand, he hit his hand to back of but he can't, Jackson was stronger than him, he was just crying)

Tae: leave me, leave me (crying hard)

Jackson: I let go once but this time I will not let go so easily..(smile like devil)

They don't know someone hear their conversation from a distance with the eyes of a needle as if fire is coming out of the eyes, he is burning inside, he is none other than jk. As Jackson started to pull him hard, a sudden punch landed his in the face and he fell to the ground, tae look at the person and saw it was jk, tae was sceard to look at his eyes, his eyes were red with anger, he don't understand it was his kookie or someone else. Jk passed him without looking at him to Jackson and tae just stare at him in horrible way, like he just saw a ghost ...

Jk went to Jackson and picked him up by the collar of the shirt and punched him again and threw him to the ground and then sat on his stomach and continued to punch him and said..

Jk: How dare u to touch him, I will kill u. I wanted to kill u since the day I knew about u. What u did to him he don't forget till and that's why I want to kill u, I have been looking for u for a long time but I didn't find u and today u urself came in front of me

(tae just standing there in shock, all the words of jackson said to him r floating in his head and tears keep coming out of his eyes)

Jk: What do u think about urself? U can do all things to power of money and no one can do anything to u, right? Don't worry, I'll not show u how to use power of money, I'll show u my strength to u only, u will remember for the rest of ur life what can happen if u force someone without their permission (punch him, kick him, slap him, his body was filled with blood)

Then in anger jk said to him such a thing tae was shocked to hear that, jk's head was exploding with anger, he didn't even know what he was saying.

Jk: Bcoz of u today he doesn't let anyone near him, bcoz of u today he doesn't feel to be confident about himself, bcoz of u he can't fully trust anyone, bcoz of u when I go to him to touch him I thought 10 times whether I did it right or not, bcoz of u I can't touch my own bf freely, even though we have been in a relationship for so long we haven't quite come close bcoz of u, got damn it bcoz of u , I'll kill u today

(tae couldn't believe what he heard, he was broken from inside, then he ran from there, he just can't face to jk right now. Tae went to shopping malls bathroom and locked himself inside and started crying)

Jk don't know that tae was not there, he just busy to hiting Jackson, when all guards come to stop him then he back to his sencess and then he saw tae was not there. He shout by called his name but tae was nowhere, now he's panicked to not see him, he search him everywhere but not found him. Otherside tae was just crying full of his heart.

Tae pov: I'm not deserve u, I'm not. U kept so much inside urself kookie for so long that u didn't even let me understand, I'm failed again (crying) kookie today u r in a relationship with a person with whom u cannot open ur heart, u gave me everything and I couldn't give u anything without pain, all my life I have learned nothing but to hurt others, I have hurt my mom then my frnds and now u. Now ur family will known about me and they will also suffer for me. Jackson was right that no one would want a boy like me to be a member of their family. U know kookie.. I tried to change myself but at the end of the day I was that boy whom was tried to be raped, my identity was that only and this will never change, never...(crying hard)