searching for love

part: 19

T/mom: So r u give him chance or not?

Tae: Yes, I will.. I will mom..

T/mom: So don't cry and smile

On the other side, jk was broken to hear his screaming and crying, he don't know what to do, he also stated crying and jk's sister (yn) who was passing by his room, heard his cry and immediately entered his room.

Yn: Hyung, what happened?

Jk: Nothing, nothing (crying)

Yn: Tell me na I'm here for u

Jk: He broken from inside, how can I heal him I don't understand, it's hard to see him like this (cry)

Yn: Who?

Jk: Tae..tae..I love him (crying)

Yn: A boy?

Jk: Yes, yes.. I.. I..I'm gay

Yn: That's not new for me hyung

(Jk was shocked bcoz no one know in his family)

Jk: How?

Yn: I'm ur sis, I seen u from childhood and I have a few frnds who think u r their crush and I try to gave u their number many time but u don't even care a single beat, so I understand a little bit but not conform but I'm happy for u hyung finally u love someone but what happened to him?

Jk: He's broken for his past, I want to heal him but I don't understand how (hug her from waist and crying hard and she patted his head)

Yn: Don't worry he will be fine, to make him heal to give him love, which he cannot even imagine and I know u can do it.(jk nodded his head as yes) So don't cry like a child and stop hugging me so tightly, if I'm broken now who will be heal me, I don't have a bf now.

Jk: And don't think to make bf, focus on ur study now..

Yn: Ahh.. don't start again, even so some boy is afraid to walk next to me bcoz of u. Who told u that day to come in my clg and wearing half sleeves shirt showing ur muscles. Bcoz of u any boys don't talk to me and girls want ur number, I'm frastated...

Jk was smiling now hearing her words and now he knows what to do.

Jk: I want that ..(smile)

Yn: I'll complain to Tae

Jk: It's hyung don't call him by his name

Yn: Ok ok

Jk: And do whatever u want (smirk)

Yn: AHH..u r so mean, bye.. I don't talk to u

Jk: The door is there sis..

After yn left the room, suddenly jk saw tae is calling him

Jk: Hallo angel

Tae: Hallo kookie, what r u doing?

Jk: Nothing, just talking to my sister.

Tae: Woww..u have a sister? U don't told me that before

Jk: U never asked me about my family, that's why I didn't tell u..

Tae pov: Am I human being?
(chuckel)How bad I am, now I understand I never thought about the people in front of me when I saw my suffering.

Jk: What happened? Why r u silent?

Tae: I'm selfish kookie, I never thought about ur feelings..

Jk: Ahh.. don't talk like that, I know u r the most pure soul I have been ever seen, u r 22 tae I don't even expect to u talk like mature boy, u r cute baby for me and I love this.

Tae: Do u think I'm just a 22 yr old kid? More than anything?

Jk: I think of u more than that, u can't imagine that, I just can't tell u now, u will know everything when the time come.

Tae was blushing now

Tae: Ok but u also don't know what I'm think about u, right?

Jk: What?

Tae: Why should I tell u?

Jk: R u trying to tease me?

Tae: Think whatever u want(laugh)

Jk: Tae..

Tae: Hmm

Jk: Be happy always like that, I can't see u sad anymore..

Tae: Why? I'm just a frnd to u, so why can't u see me sad?

Jk: U know that why tae?

Tae: I.. I.. I don't know (nervous) I'm trying to making u nervous and u always making me nervous kookie...

Jk: I know that (laugh)

Then jk went to the dinning room while talking with tae

Jk: So r u eat ur breakfast?

Tae: No and u?

Jk: I'm just sitting to eat, now u go and eat ur breakfast, u r week now,go.

(Jk was talking to tae but didn't notice when his parents and sister come and sat at the dinner table and listening to him)

Tae: I know I know grandpa..

Jk: If I'm say good words to u I'm become grandpa, u r very noughty, so go and eat I.. I..(suddenly he notice everyone looking at him in wide eyes) Ok I'll call u later bye and do what I said.

Tae: Ok grandpa, bye (laugh)

Jk pov: U noughty tae, I'll see u..