The next couple of days are kind of depressing and contain no meaning. But, suprisingly (not), on the fourth day, Senri came back. In his own words, we had a little "fun."
That didn't really give me motivation to keep on going. I did, though, for one reason.
Kaname.
He would come to the dorm everyday and watch after me, even if I didn't talk to him. It was sweet, but I didn't have time to appreciate it.
I made up my mind. Well, I'm making up my mind between two things.
Dying.
Or leaving.
Either way I'll hurt Kaname and get away from Senri. It's a win - lose situation.
I'm standing in the bathroom staring at myself and thinking this over. I really don't want to leave, because I'll be leaving my Prince.
That makes me lose it. I walk back into the room and grab a lamp, throwing it. It crashes against the wall, and it feels good. Amazing, actually.
Tears are streaming down my face as I go around the room, destroying everything in sight.
Flipping tables.
Throwing chairs.
Breaking lamps.
And I even ended up punching a few holes in the wall.
I'm gasping in the middle of the room, still crying. I have nothing else to break. I would cut, but I don't want to.
I end up collapsing in the middle of the room, my eyes fuzzy. Maybe I should sleep. Sleep sounds nice.
I fall asleep with my knuckles bruised and my face on a piece of broken chair.
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The Chosen Cursed One
FanfictionKaname and Zero realize that they have feelings for each other and they become lovers. Hanabusa ends up get Zero really mad and something happens that let's those in the night class know that Zero Kiryu is The Chosen Cursed One. But a certain Night...
