A Side He's Never Seen

Chapter 13 - Confusion and a picnic

Chapter 13

Kara's P.O.V

Confusion.

I felt confused about everything, every fugging thing. I was confused about Danny, one minute he liked me the next he was making out with Lila in the rooms above the club. I mean he could've had sex with her, I bet that was his intention. Maybe he had it with her? I mean he can't like me if he has just had sex with a new close friend of mine. But then Danny ran in and he punched Shaun for no reason. Shaun kissed me. I pushed him away. Shaun let me push him away. It's not Shaun was hurting me, he made a move and I wasn't interested. So why did Danny storm in and act as if I needed him to save me.

He brought me home, climbed into my bed and kissed me on the forehead. It seemed as if he was trying to comfort me but why? I mean when I woke up this morning all I saw was at least three hickeys on his neck and that sure as hell wasn't me. Don't forget my pink lipstick all over his neck, face and collarbones. I knew that was Lila because I lent her my lipstick. So all night he's been kissing Lila this beauitful blonde when I can't have one single kiss.

My first real kiss, I guess. I didn't even have time to enjoy it. It wasn't fair, so not only do I feel a little heartbroken, I feel annoyed and frustrated. So with me getting over my confusion, I untangled my limbs from Danny's and stormed out of the MY OWN bed. It's funny how I had to storm out of my room.

Just as I opened my door, a voice spoke. Oh god can't I just be mad at him without having him around?

"Kara?" He asked, he rubbed a hand through his hair before groaning and sitting. I couldn't help but stare at his chest not at the glorious six pack but the lipstick marks all over the toned chest. He looked at where my gaze was, I saw his mouth form an o. He looked up but I slammed the door shut and literally stomped down every stairs. I was mad, not mad, I was fuming. I felt my emotions duplicate maybe it was because it was that monthly time but I wanted to scream. I felt the urge to punch him hard in the nose, I felt his footsteps run down the house to follow me. I seen him come down the stairs in the corner of my eye so I sprinted into the bathroom and locked the door. One second later Danny's hand was banging against the door. I flinched at the loudness before sitting my back against the door.

"Kara I can explain" he shouted through the heavy wood that separated us.

"Explain what?" I snapped, I sighed out loud. "There's nothing to explain you're allowed to have sex with Lila and I can't have a kiss" I spoke quietly, I unlocked the door and allowed him into the bathroom.

As soon as he stepped in, his chest now covered in a tee shirt hiding all evidence of yesterday.

"You couldn't let me have my first kiss, Shaun is the only ever guy that has or wanted to kiss me Danny" I sighed, he opened his mouth to speak, his eyes flickered to the ground. He looked ashamed and a bit guilty.

When he looked into my eyes again, his eyes were full of determination and something else I wasn't quite sure of.

He took a step closer to me, I braced myself for harsh words. Every time I usually open up to him or say something that's he done to me he replies with something harsh and cold.

Something that hurts me more than a simple punch or simple glare. It's weird how someone that I wasn't close with, suddenly affects me so much. I don't know what we are, we were friends then accquantinces but he feels like something else. Something that I can't label. His face was literally three cm from mine, his small breaths fanned my face. He was crouched by my face. I waited for something hurtful something quite soul destroying. I opened my eyes to see him looking straight into me.

Then he did something not expected, he kissed me. His were soft but chapped at the same time. I couldn't help but let fireworks erupt from inside of me. His hand brushed my cheek but his lips still didn't leave. This was an over rush of emotions, the gentleness that came from his stroking of the thumb, The way he didn't ask for entrance he was good with a simple kiss.