| A Fear In Love | ✔️ REWRITING

Chapter Thirteen

"There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life." ~ John Lennon

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Blake

"Live the Life of Your Dreams: Be brave enough to live the life of your dreams according to your vision and purpose instead of the expectations and opinions of others." ~ Roy T. Bennett 

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(one week later)

"It can't be that bad." nick said.

"I said I loved her." I replied.

"How did she react?" 

"She didn't hear me. I'm glad that she didn't though." 

"What's wrong with falling for someone?" 

"Nothing. It's just... I don't know."

"Could it be that your actually falling for her." 

"I guess."

"Aw my little bro is falling for someone." nick pretended to wipe away tears.

"Chill." I laughed.

"I'm just saying." Nick laughed.

Could it be that i'm actually into Allison... I just never thought I would ever fall for anyone... actually I hoped I never fell for anyone after what Vivian did to me.

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Allison

Rob tried calling me a couple of times trying to apologize but I don't feel comfortable talking to him right now... I just need to get myself back on track before I could ever be able to speak to him.

I got out of my bed and made my way into my bathroom.

I brushed my teeth before walking back into my room and searching my closet for something to wear.

I put on my clothes and made my way downstairs to see Mike cooking and my mom sitting at the island.

"Good morning sweetie." mike and my mother said.

"Good morning."

"So where are you heading to this morning." my mother said,

"Therapy." 

"That's good that your opening up to people." Mike smiled.

"Maybe you guys should come with me sometime." 

"I'll think about that." my mother smiled. 

my mother kissed my cheek before I walked out the door.

"Have a good day." they said.

"Same goes for you guys." 

I made my way to my car and drove to Dr. Feltz office.

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I walked inside the building.

"Hey Allison. Its been a long time since I've seen you here." Mrs.Clara said.