i've heard you've left.
not from this world, but from my life.
at first, my heart aches for the memories we had.
the fact that there's very little chance we'll see each other again.
after all, online communication will only go so far.
the next wave of emotion to hit me is not pain;
but a strange sense of relief.
the fact that i might
just maybe
forget all the things i did to you?
or is the relief just because
i no longer have to look at you every day
and feel my heart tighten with guilt?
because every time
my mind flickers to the thought of you
i badly want it to fade
just as much as i want it to consume me
will my body always wonder where you are, and how you are?
or will i eventually forget we were once in each other's lives?
just maybe
in a few years, perhaps,
we will forgive each other for our mistakes.
your mistake; not giving me a second chance for mine.
a/n: oml im so tired. anyway, thank you for #46 in poetry yay <3
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
inconspicuous
Şiirthe pain never really disappears, does it? it just becomes a dull throb in your heart. - a collection of negative & positive poetry. after all, life consists of both pain and happiness highest rank: #45POE cover: @oceanwaved
