The Angel Of Darkness (Sam Winchester Fanfic)

Chapter 9: The Light To My Darkness

*Chapter inspired by Dog Dean Afternoon. Just leaving out the park about Gadreel of course and all of the trials and shit so enjoy!*

(Azriel's Pov)

Welp...after yesterday with what happened between me and Sam...I couldn't feel more...I don't know better? I mean I've been hiding the fact that I like him for so long that it was killing me inside and it felt good knowing that it's all out and he feels the same way...

But I'm just not exactly sure what to do next...I mean I know he's taking me out tonight but what am I supposed to do? Spill my guts out about my feelings? I don't want to explode about my pathetic life and how I grew up to be and how I got in this mess even tho I told a little a bit of it but still...I just don't know what to do...

Once again, because of that moment, I had a hard time sleeping. I tried a million of times but after tossing and turning for ages, I eventually gave up and got some reading done and trained in the guy's gym because what the hell am I right? I not only trained my body to be stronger but more of my powers as well because well I gotta be stronger for this shit don't I?

After a while, I lost track of time as by the time I finished working out and showering so I don't smell bad, it was 6am. I headed to the kitchen to brew some coffee. I sighed and yawned tiredly as I rubbed my face tiredly "Oh, morning Azriel" I heard Sam say.

My heart and stomach already fluttered from him just saying my name...was this a normal thing to feel? I just smiled softly 'Morning Sam' I greeted, he smiled with confusion "did you get any sleep?" he asked, I sighed and shook my head, he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion "Why not?" He asked,

I shrugged 'too much thinking still' I said, Sam frowned as he came up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist "Anything I can help with?" he asked, I sipped my coffee as my face flushed 'I'm just thinking too much about you' I stated,

Sam smiled again with confusion as his face turned a little pink "you're not sleeping because you're thinking of me?" he asked smirking a little, I rolled my eyes and sighed 'don't let it get to your head Winchester' I stated, he chuckled and leaned down a little to look me in the eyes "Too late" he said and grabbed my chin and gently pressed his lips against mine making me smirk and kiss back.

His lips were soft but chapped against mine but damn I'm going to admit that I love kissing him. The kiss was gentle, sweet and passionate. Sam pulled away and smile which made me do the same "So what exactly are you thinking about of me?" he asked,

I glared at him and rolled my eyes, he chuckled "I'm serious. Why is thinking of me keeping you up?" he asked, I sighed 'Well for one. I never had any of this in all my years of living and you have made me feel things I never thought I'd feel again and I don't know...I guess for once I feel better like all the weight has been lifted off my heart and shoulders' I explained,

Sam smiled and tightened his grip on my waist "Well I'm glad I could help and make you feel better because you deserve happiness Azriel...you really do and I may not understand what all you're going thru but all I can say is you're not alone anymore and that it's okay to have feelings and feel the things you feel" He said,

I smiled softly and nodded 'You are the light to my darkness Sammy" I said, he smiled and kissed my head "I'm glad I can be" He whispered which made me sigh a bit "you should get some rest" He said, I shrugged 'I'm fine' I said, Sam shook his head "no you're exhausted and it's not good to not sleep for 2 days" He stated,

I rolled my eyes "Just a few hours, that's all I'm asking" He said, I sighed and rolled my eyes 'You're lucky I like you Winchester' I said, he smirked as he pulled me up to my room. I sighed as I lied on my bed and he lied next to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. I blushed and yawned tiredly. Sam chuckled as he rubbed my sides, I smiled softly as I snuggled against his chest and slowly fluttered my eyes closed and fell asleep.