The Angel Of Darkness (Sam Winchester Fanfic)

Chapter 19: Feeling More?

(Azriel's Pov)

After last night's get together, I had fun meeting the people in Sam and Dean's life because I'm sure I'm going to be in Sam's life for the longest time...I'm not saying it'll be easy because if I know relationships...which I don't really, but I have read romance books before and well I gotta say...they ain't easy...

This isn't a fanfiction where it's happily ever after (OR IS IT!? 4TH WALL BREAKING!!!) so there will be bumps and especially with this job, it won't be easy but I'm not going to give up...but...me and Sam are kinda tempered hot-heads so it won't be easy for either of but if mine and Sam's love is real and true, then we'll work it out...we always do.

Anyways, the party went on super late, lots of people got drunk and it turned out to be a real party but I had fun and I know the others did too. But after the party, everyone headed home and me and Sam were the only sober ones who cleaned up the place because my siblings thought it'd be a good idea to spice things up.

Gabriel with mountains of sweets, Balthazar with mountains of wine and alcohol tasting and my other siblings causing a ruckus...well besides Castiel and Anna who are too uptight and were attached to Dean's hip apparently but it was fun and I got a lot of it on video...so did Sam.

But after that night, me and Sam were so exhausted from cleaning that as soon as we hit the bed, we were out. But the next day, the sun hit us both in the face making us groan as our heads pounded from everything last night...just cause we were sober didn't mean we didn't drink, cause we did just not as much as everyone else.

I sighed and groaned and pulled the covers over my head which made Sam chuckle as he did the same. I fluttered my eyes open seeing Sam which made me smile "Morning" He said, I smiled "Morning to you too" I said, "how did you enjoy the party?" He whispered, I chuckled "it was amazing" I said, Sam chuckled "It was" He said,

I just nodded "my head is pounding" I said, Sam chuckled "Same" he said, "Sam?" I whispered, he looked at me "I love you" I whispered, he smiled "I love you too Azriel" He said, I blushed and smiled which made him smile as he leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. The kiss was sweet, lingering and passionate...

However, the kiss just got so much more heated as Sam nibbled on my bottom lip making me smirk and not open. Sam growled which sent shivers down my spine and made me feel some type of way. Sam ran his hands down my waist and to my thighs and ass.

He squeezed my thighs and ass making me whimper and Sam chuckle as he shoved his tongue in my mouth. I felt this feeling deep down in my stomach like I needed to be closer to Sam and how I didn't want this to end, but unfortunately I needed to breathe and an Advil.

Me and Sam pulled away breathlessly "Wow" I said, Sam chuckled "I love you Azriel" Sam said as he brushed a strand of hair out of my face which made me smile softly "I love you too Sammy" I said, he smiled and kissed my head as we got out from under the covers and hopped out of bed stretching and yawning.

We groaned and headed out of Sam's room and downstairs to the kitchen to make coffee. While I made coffee, Sam went to retrieve medicine for our pounding headaches. When he came back, he gave me the medicine which made me smile and thank him as we popped the pills while I poured us some coffee.

I sat on the counter as Sam stood next to me. I couldn't help but think of these past few days with Sam and how he's made me feel...I mean even tho I've killed people, hurt people, and went thru so much...he's still with me and there for me no matter what...he's handsome, sweet, kind, caring and loving and he could have fallen in love with any other possibly normal human girl but he chose me? Like can be more perfect.

I giggled which caught Sam's attention "what's so funny?" he asked, I smiled and set down my coffee and pulled his arm towards me so I could wrap my legs around his waist. He smirked and set down his coffee and wrapped his arms around my waist "I've just been thinking of a few things is all" I said,

Sam smiled "Yea? About what?" He asked, I smiled and shrugged "how no matter what I did in my past and how things have been these past few weeks you stayed with me" I said, Sam smiled softly "that's because I love you Azriel, we've all done stupid things and I'm not exactly perfect either...I mean I don't think being a hunter and perfection go hand in hand but what kind of boyfriend would I be if I weren't there for you when things get hard?" He asked,

I smiled softly and ran my hands up his arm, around his neck and ran my fingers thru his hair "I know but even still you could've had anyone and you still chose me. The infamous Angel of Darkness" I explained, Sam chuckled "well my heart chose you and well we aren't exactly liked much either and you and me relate on many things and that's how I've grown to love you and no matter what happens, we'll figure it out" Sam said,

I smiled and nodded as I pressed my forehead against his "I love you Sammy" I said, he smiled and kissed my forehead "I love you too Angel" he said which made me smile as we stayed like for a while...my heart and stomach fluttered and had this intense feeling in my stomach which I didn't know what it was but it definitely was something...

We heard groaning which made us look seeing Dean's awake. He looked at us and groaned "Ugh no sex on the table" He said, me and Sam chuckled as that made my heart race a bit. Sam chucked Dean the pain meds and got him coffee which made him groan as he sat on the table and rubbed his head in pain "Ugh. I think I blacked out at the end of the party" Dean said,

I smirked as I grabbed my phone and unlocked it to see the many many videos I took of everyone. I showed Sam who chuckled because everyone acted like animals, especially Dean. We laughed which caught Dean's attention as he walked over and caught a peek of the videos.

He tried grabbing the phone but I managed to pull away fast enough "Azriel, delete those videos now" Dean said, I glared and smirked at him "No can do Dean-O I'll use it as blackmail someday or at either of our weddings" I said,

He just glared at me which made me and Sam chuckle "Whatever, I don't have time for this right now" He said, I just giggled and stuck my tongue out at him which made him sigh and walk away and Sam chuckle "Grumpy much" I said, Sam smiled and shook his head "It's Dean" He said,

I just chuckled and nodded "so what should we do today?" I asked, Sam shrugged "Movies?" He suggested, I smiled and nodded as Sam grabbed my hand and we headed back up to his room where Sam put on some movies and we just relaxed till a case came up...

However, those feelings about Sam came back. I mean it's like I wanted to be with Sam more but I didn't know what that meant...I mean I wanted to kiss him again and rip his clothes off....oohhh I get it now...I guess I want to have a little sexy time with Sammy...

I mean I'm not complaining of course but I've never done it before but I'm not scared of anything so maybe it is time...but I'm not exactly sure what to do and I don't want to make Sammy uncomfortable even tho I'm sure he's done it before but still I'm not exactly sure what do...and I can sense the tension...welp...what to do now?

(ALMOST FINISHED WITH THIS STORY! HOPE YOU ENJOY. I contacted a person who should hopefully write smut for me, if not and you wanna write smut for me, just contact me and we'll talk about it. I can't write Smut for the life of me and i'll make sure to give you credit and mention you and thank you for writing the smut for me but hope you enjoy!)

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