❤ Trust Issues 🖤

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Haseena's POV ❤

"Hamari fight ke baad kya kya kiya tha tumne woh sab batao mujhe...!" He said. I looked at him in confusion.

"Batao...!"

"Fight ke baad....I looked at him and got lost in flashbacks.



Flashback..!

"Adi ab nahi ho raha hai mujhse...I can't handle him...!" I said while sitting on the bed, burying my face in my palms.

"Haseena, I know mushkil hai par please itni jaldi haar mat maano..." Adi said, holding my hands to calm me.

"Haar...he almost killed Shaleen in jealousy aur tum kah rahe ho haar mat maano...gusse mein aaj phir chilaya diya mujh par, meri bhi bardaasht ki ek seema hai aur ab nahi ho raha hai mujhse...!" I said tiredly because I am literally tired of daily dramas.

"Janta hoon par thoda sa kar lo, tum janti ho he is an apathetic...I love you bolne mein das mahine laga diye phir I trust you toh usse bhi jyada difficult hai, use trust issues hai tum janti ho, tum pehli ladki ho jis par trust karna shuru kiya hai...thoda time toh lagega hi na...!"

"I know par us thode time mein kahin main na mar jau...uska gussa had se jyada badhta ja raha hai..!" I said in frustration.

"Janta hoon...par tum bhi janti ho use gusse ke alawa aur koi feelings jaldi samjh nahi aati...main uska bhai hoon, jaan se jyada pyaar karta hai mujhe phir bhi kayi baar mujh par goli chala di hai...because he only knows one feeling 'Anger' use sirf gussa karna aata hai....!"

"Aur mujhse nhi uska gussa handle ho raha hai...mujhe bahot tension ho rahi hai Adi, gusse aur jealousy mein usne Shaleen par goli chala di aur jab main is baat ke liye use bola toh woh hyper ho gya...use samjhna bahot mushkil ho raha hai mere liye...!" I said helplessly.

"Janta hoon...agar use samjhna easy hota toh main kabhi tumhare paas nhi jata help ke liye...woh tumse pyaar karta hai toh gusse bhi tum par hi nikalega..I know yeh galat hai par uske liye sirf tum hi ho, uski har feeling...use lagta hai ki tum uske pyaar ko bhi samjhogi aur gusse ko bhi agar aisa nhi hota toh woh jealousy mein Shaleen ko maar chuka hota...mara nhi Kyunki he promised you....woh chahe kitni bhi koshish kare par tumhara pyaar use ab kabhi galat kadam nhi uthane dega...!"

I looked at him with a sarcastic smile. "Agar aisa hota toh woh kabhi gun hi nhi chhuta..!" I retorted. He smiled.

"Haseena insaan ek hi baar mein nashe ke aadat nhi chhodta..use waqt lagta hai....pehle hafte mein do din phir ek, phir do hafte mein ek din...phir mahine mein ek din...phir jakar dheere dheere insaan ke nashe ki latt khatm hoti hai..aur yeh gun, khoon, murder...gussa sab Anubhav ka nasha hai...use latt lagi hai in sabki..ek baar mein tum ummeed karogi ki woh chhod de toh nhi hoga usse...mujhse bhi nhi hoga...!" He said trying to again give me some strength to handle my husband mood swings.

"Main bata rahi hoon next time usne kuch bhi aisa waisa kiya, main tumhe nhi chhodne wali...!" I said grumpily. He smiled with a nod.





"Bolo Haseena, kya hua tha?" I heard Anubhav's voice which made mein come from my flashback.

"Haan??" I looked at him. "Kya hua tha hamari fight ke baad?" He asked softly. "Kuch khas nhi bas Adi aaya tha room mein uske baad Nidhi aur Akshu..!" I answered him.

"Kuch aur? Ya kuch khaya piya?" He asked. "Nhi...uske baad ka dinner toh tumhare samne khaya tha aur tumne use double check bhi karaya tha...!"

"Nahi... tum shayad kuch bhool rahi ho, yaad karo... shayad kuch aisa jo tumne serious nahi liya ho...!" He insisted, adding pressure to my already aching brain.

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