anxiety {s.p}

fourteen questions

{dayna}
"why does sam want to fix me? he's very cute, and honestly- he could probably get any girl, why waste his time on a girl who questions her own existance day and night? why would he want me?" she thinks to herself.

{bold is sam, italics is dayna}
hey
hello, dayna!
what're you doing?
why?
just wondering...(:
ohh, me and kian just ordered pizza<3
ooo, sounds good
come over
no, it's fine sam.
it's not fine, get your butt over here!(:
i guess, i'm on my way.
good, i can't wait(:

dayna walks over to sam's apartment and knocks. a guy that's not sam answers, he is way taller than sam, but also very attractive. "hi, i'm kian, you must be dayna, right?" kian says, letting her in. she nods and walks in.

she sits next to sam and he offers her pizza "can we play 20 questions?" sam asks dayna. "uhm, sure, you wanna go first?" "yea! after we ask eachother, it's kian's turn, k?" "k."

{bold is sam, italics is dayna}
"favorite song?"
"probably 'starting over' by macklemore or 'steven' by jake miller."
"okay, what's the worst thing you've done?"
"do i have to say it?"
"yes, you do."
"fine, probably drugs."
"virgin?"
"no..."
"ooo! what's the thing you hate in a guy?"
"when they use you."
"okay. ever selfharmed?"
"uhm, yea..."
"we'll talk about that later. tattoos you have or want?"
"i have a tattoo on my wrist which is a semi colan, and a balloon behind my ear."
"why a semicolan?"
"a semicolan is used when a setance could've ended, but didn't. makes sense?"
"yea."
"okay, well, i could've ended my life; but i didn't, do you get it?"
"yea, that's actually pretty cool. now, what do you see in a guy?"
"personality, i mean if he's drop dead gorgeous but he has a suck-ass personality, it's a huge no."
"how many boyfriends have you had?"
"11."
"favorite color?"
"purple."
"favorite animal?"
"dog."
"one direction?"
"yes."
"favorite flower?"
"pink roses."
"what do you like to talk about?"
"anything really, as long as it's not boring."
"can we hang out more?"
"if you want that, sam. remember, i'm a rubix cube."
"that's all i needed to know."
dayna smiles. they all laugh at how bad their game of 20 questions was.

kian turns on the tv and they all kinda relax. relaxing is hard for dayna, she takes deep breathes, trying not to have a panic attack. "can we cuddle?" sam asks dayna. she nods a yes, maybe that will help her. maybe.