Shawn Mendes Imagines

We Lost Us (Part 3) (Sad)

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Shawn's POV:

"So we're going to pull some fluid off her brain, after her ICP went up a few days ago, I think it's best for her." The doctor told the two of us, her mom was shaking like a leaf.

"How risky is this procedure?" I ask and he sucks in air through his teeth. "Due to having to put a shunt in to manually operate the drainage, it can be risky. There is the chance of infection, like in any surgery, over-drainage, shunt malfunction, or blockage during the procedure. Those chances are very low and with her being young, she'd do well with it." He explains and I look over to her mom, I could tell she was having a hard time making a decision.

"Do it. Just please help my baby." Her mom sobs and I hold her hand tightly, my heart breaking just as quickly as hers. "We'll have the surgery tonight, nurses will be in later to give you papers to sign and to prep for surgery. We're going to help your daughter." He pats her arm before walking out.

She moves over to the seat quickly to sit beside Y/, my eyes were full of tears again when I saw the tubes flowing into her mouth. "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have made you come with me to the doctor appointments, it's all my fault." She sobs into her arm, I rush over to Y/M/N's side.

"Hey, it's not your fault. It's the guy who was driving, you had no control over what could happen. They're going to take great care of her and I'll be here for you." I rub her back soothingly.

"Be here for me? For me, Shawn? Really!" Her head snapped up so quickly. "Yeah, of course, I will," I mumble.

"Why couldn't you be there for my daughter? Huh? When your girlfriend is saying awful things to her and giving her mean looks when you abandon her to be with your brat of a girlfriend! You've been friends with her for 8 years and you never pulled your head out of your ass to realize that she's in love with you! How hard it was to watch you with your girlfriend, to lose you to make sure you were happy with Abigail! Where is she? Where is your precious girlfriend when you need her too when someone you're best friends with is in a hospital bed?" She yelled so loud that nurses came barreling into the room, I took a giant step back.

They looked between her and me, then decided to put a barrier between us. "I'll go now, no need to huddle." I scoff and turn towards the door.

How could she act like that? I've known her for way too long and I've only seen her get that mad when we stole the whiskey out of her cabinet, but even then she apologized for yelling so loud.

I know she's hurting but the things she said stung, I couldn't imagine Y/N ever speaking those words to me, well kinda. She gave me an earful before she went into shock again.

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I plant myself at the front lobby, I didn't actually want to leave in case something bad happened during surgery.

I had been sitting here for a long time, I didn't have the guts to go back upstairs yet to sort out the shit with Y/M/N.

I knew there were fans staring at me, some of them trying to slyly take pictures of me, but I didn't care at this point.

"Jesus Christ," I mumbled once I picked up my vibrating phone out of my pocket. I see Abigail's name pop up and I was hesitant to answer, but I did anyway.

"Hey babe, where are you?"

"Same place I've been for a few days now."

"God, when are you ever going to come home? You've been there for like a week and a half now, she's not waking up any time soon."

I sat in silence, my breath picking up from the anger. When she said that it made me realize what Y/M/N had said when she mentioned that Abi was awful to Y/N, even though I had never seen it in action. I knew there were people around so I couldn't just yell at her through the phone.

"You're kidding me, right?" I ask and she gives a small laugh. "Of course not, you've barely been home. She's been ditching you for months now, just let her go. She'll be fine at the hospital with her mom."

"She's my best friend, has been for 8 years. She's the most important person to me." I heard Abigail scoff.

"The most important person? More than me?" She asks and I suck in a breath."Yeah, way more than you. She actually cares about me and not about my social status. She cared about my feelings more than hers, so she stayed away to keep us together. I could've been with her a while ago instead of staying with someone who wants my fame instead of me." I spit harshly into the phone.

"Fine, then we're through. She's pathetically in love with you anyways, so at least someone is. You two fucking deserve each other."

The phone call ended and I shouldn't have felt relieved, but I was. "I knew you wouldn't leave." A voice interrupted my feeling of peace, it was her mom.

"Yeah, couldn't stand the thought of something happening to her and I wasn't here." I sigh and she sits down.

"I'm sorry for acting that way earlier, I shouldn't have said those things to you." She apologized and I reached over to grab her hand.

"Someone needed to, Y/N's too nice to have said it. How much of my conversation did you hear?" I ask and she chuckles. "Well, most of it. I'm sorry to hear about Abigail." She squeezes my hand back before letting it go.

"I'm not sorry, I needed your words to help me realize some things. It wasn't until she was saying things to me that I realized she never cared. That Y/N was right when she said I had only used her when Abigail was absent, that Abigail decided when we were an item. It's hard but it's over, so so over."

"I shouldn't have told you Y/N was in love with you, it wasn't my business to." She spoke softly and I smiled a little. "No, I needed that. I had a small crush on her when we were 18, but I came to the conclusion that we were only ever going to be friends. I didn't want to ruin it so I shoved all the feelings away." I laugh a little and she snorts.

"A little crush? You followed her around like a lost puppy." Her mom laughed obnoxiously and I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Fine! A huge crush but I didn't think she'd ever feel the same about me." I rubbed my hands together anxiously.

"She was smitten, still is. Just recently she had stopped coming to my house to cry over you. She felt awful for blocking you but she couldn't put herself through that anymore. She still loves you, she's just really hurt. She hasn't loved anyone else since you."

"Do you know when surgery starts?" I ask and she nods slowly. "She's finishing up now, it's a fairly easy surgery, they had told me that before I came down here to find you." She admitted.

"Do you think she'll want to see me ever again?" I ask nervously and she nods quickly. "I'm pretty sure she'd rather see your face than mine. She missed you constantly." She soothes and I wipe my wet eyes quickly.

"I'm such a bad friend!" I started to sob a little, she rubbed my back softly. "No you're not, remember the time where Y/N pushed you off your bike and you broke your arm. I'm pretty sure you guys are even." It sounded like something Y/N would say so it made me laugh, but more tears filled my eyes.

"I want you to be the first one to see her, she'll need to know she has you, she knows she always has me." Her mom patted my back before urging me to get up. "Are you sure?" I ask and she nods slowly.

"If I hear of anything bad happening, I can't promise that your arm will be the only thing that'll be broken." She smirks and I turn towards the elevators quickly.

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"She should be awake soon, she's been in recovery for 30 minutes now." The nurse checked her vitals slowly. "Okay, thank you," I whisper as I leaned forward to grab her hands.

"God, I need you in my life. Please forgive me." I laid my head on her hands. My eyes fluttering slowly.

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