Shawn Mendes Imagines

Love Ring (Final Part) (Sad)

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When Shawn said that he does not feel like doing anything at all, he literally meant not doing anything at all. He stayed in his room after cleaning it up. Changed the sheet, sprayed his room so he can lose the vanilla scent, he even threw out four pieces of t-shirts that Lilia wore nights before. He doesn't know why but vanilla has never irritated him this much before, but now all he wanted to smell is jasmine. He even started thinking that maybe he needs to move out because everything in his house just reminded him of Y/N.

He wanted to fix things up with her, to win her back, but maybe Lilia was right. Maybe it was him that doesn't deserve her, all that she did is waiting for him to come back from tour, she has been supporting him all along, without a doubt she was everything he's hoping for a love of his life, hell, she is the love of his life. But it wouldn't be fair for him to ask her for her forgiveness, he broke her trust, above all. He's mad with himself, oh what would he give for him to just go back in time.

It was two in the morning when Shawn heard his front door opened following his bedroom door, later on, he was too lazy to open his eyes and to get up, thinking it was probably just his mum or even Brian, he gave Brian his spare key in case for any emergency. But then he smelled jasmine, and he opened his eyes immediately.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you. I was just coming to get my stuff that I haven't get, and to give you your key." Y/N said quietly, putting the key on the nightstand near Shawn and then walked straight to the closet to grab what's left of her things.

"Y/N," Shawn whispered, sitting on his bed.

"Can I talk to you?" He continued when he didn't hear any reply.

"What can we talk about, Shawn? I saw your girl, Lilia, wasn't it?" she said walking from the closet to face Shawn.

"Saw her wearing the ring," she continued again, Shawn doesn't know what to say so he sat there in silence.

"Wasn't the ring, love. I couldn't– couldn't give her your ring. I gave her another ring, I thought by doing what you told me might make the guilt goes away, I thought I might actually move on from you. But I can't. I love you, Y/N. And I just realized that hurting you means hurting me too." He sobs while trying to cover his face with his hands, he knows that crying is very normal, but right now, he feels embarrassed, he doesn't deserve to cry, he thought. He had this coming, the first time he went to Lilia's house, he knew this was inevitable.

"Shawn, you know I can't see you like this. But you also know that whatever you say, it won't make go back to you, you know that." She tried to grab his hands away from his face, but he was too stubborn to let her.

"I'm not, I'm not trying to make you go back to me. I'm not trying to make you fall in love with me again," he said through the sobs.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I really am." He finally looked at her this time, it hurts her so bad seeing him like this, broken.

"I know you are," she finally grabbed his hands.

"Do you hope you can change things between us? Do you hope we were never together? Do you regret being with me?" He asked through his breath and sobs.

"I don't. I was just, I don't know, wish you would've treated me bad, you know?" She tried to laugh it off but it came out bitter, "because you were so good to me, you couldn't have loved me better, H. You were so good to me that it just hurts me twice as bad," she sighed.

"I just wish you're not the best love I will ever get." She said before standing up and gather her things and opening his door.

"I actually wish the same thing for you," he said, finally standing up.

"But I know you are, for me."

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