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"Hey, I'm going to go to the bathroom real quick." You say to your group of friends.

You were at a 4th of July party even though your guys were Canadian and y'all were still fucked up from partying on Canada day. Once you were done using the bathroom you made your way back to your friends who were all crowded around your best friend's phone.

"Hey what are you guys all so interested in?" You say as they all give you a sympathetic look.

"Um... the media is going crazy. It's about Shawn."

You and Shawn had been dating for a while now and lately, things weren't going so good. With the senorita video with Camila, you felt like you weren't enough. You were on set while they were shooting it, and you couldn't help but feel like you didn't belong there or even in his life. But things started to get really bad when he had kissed her right in front of you. The whole crew that was on set watched you as you broke down, and you quickly ran out of there. You two had fixed things but you were still weren't sure if you wanted to do this if he was going to put you through that pain again.

"Is it bad?" You ask trying to hold back tears. You already know what it was about.

"Take a look for yourself." She said handing you the phone.

For a moment time stopped. It was him with Camila holding hands, then him and her behind a cactus looking like there were kissing. You hand covers your mouth before you could release your sob. You need to get out of here, you couldn't be around all these people who were all on their phones and probably knew.

"Tell me this is fake." You say tears already starting to flow down your face.

Your friends look down saying nothing.

"Tell me it's fake!" You yell causing your friends to flinch and gaining people's attention.

"Y/n I-"

"Please... please tell me its fake," you say crying harder. Your body was shutting down, you couldn't deal with this, he was supposed to be the love of your life. The one you marry, the one you would start a family with.

"Come on we need to get her out of here people are starting to notice." Your friends guide you to the door. When you guys got to your apartment you had told your friends to leave and that you wanted to be alone.

As soon as you get into your bed, after taking a hot bath trying to forget the pain and him, you sat there and at cried wishing you had never met him. You had wished he never touched you the way he did, never looked at you, never made you fall in love with him, never introduced you to his family, never told you he loved you. Because no matter how much you wanted to stop loving him you couldn't. You wanted to forget but you couldn't.

Your phone rings but you don't bother answering it, you already knew who it was and it didn't want to talk to him, you wanted nothing to do with him. You wanted to leave, you wanted so bad get away from this place. It smelt too much of him, it reminded you too much of him. So that's what you did, you took the things you thought you would need and left.

It's been days and you're still hurting. Your best friends immediately took you in and you were now staying with them. Everyone was trying to contact you but you didn't answer, even TMZ was trying to get answers but you didn't want to talk. You just wanted to forget but it was so hard when everyone was calling you and texting you. Even the fans were worried so you ended up deleting your social media platforms. You wanted to be invisible to the world and this was the only way. The only people you've talked to were your friends and your mom who were the best for helping you and supporting you.