Shawn Mendes Imagines

We Lost Us (Part 4) (Sad)

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Shawn's POV:

I felt nervous when I had been sitting in the chair for more than 5 minutes, but the nurse said it was normal. I just hated seeing her connected to wires and not being awake enough to understand anything going on.

I started to pace a little, well a lot, but I just needed to focus on something else. I had just lost my girlfriend, who didn't like my best friend, so it screwed up a lifelong friendship. Then, my best friend is in a hospital bed and I'm panicking like a madman.

A groan took me out of the trance and I felt like a deer in headlights as her droopy eyes stared at mine. She was just tapping her lips as she needed something to drink. I rush to the sink and make a cup, getting it to her as soon as possible.

"I'm sorry that I'm the first face you have to see," I mumble as I sit down in the chair beside her bed. "It's okay, where's my mom? Is she okay? How long have I been out?" She asks rapidly and I grab her hand, rubbing it soothingly, she always loved that.

"She is fine and currently downstairs, you've been out for a bit." I wrapped my hand around hers a little tighter, I didn't want to lose her ever again. "What'd they do to me?" She caressed the gauze that was wrapped around her head softly, I frowned a little. "They put a shunt in to manually drain the extra fluid, you had a successful surgery," I explain gently and she nods slowly, still a little loopy.

"Ca-can we talk about us?" I stutter shortly and she was hesitant to nod. I couldn't even look her in the eye. "I didn't know that she treated you so awfully. I know I should've seen it and I shouldn't have pushed you so far away when we started dating. I'm sorry-" A small snore caught me off guard. I look up and she was out, I knew she still had the medicine in her system, I'm glad she fell asleep... I didn't know what to honestly say.

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"Morning sunshine." My voice surrounds the room, her mom opens the blinds simultaneously. "Morning." Y/N mumbles with a rub of her eyes, she didn't seem as pale and it warmed my heart.

She looked over at me expectingly, she knew she had fallen asleep when I was talking about us, she had that guilty look. Her mom knew too, I had let her know when I called her upstairs, she laughed a little when I told her.

"Mom, can you leave us for a few minutes?" Y/N asks and I jump into an upright position. "You just woke up, we can put a hold on our conversation. You need to eat breakfast." I quickly say and her mom nods in agreement. "I'll leave the room once you finish some breakfast."

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After a painfully quiet breakfast, her mom left the room to go make some calls to her family. "I'm sorry I fell asleep." She apologized and I shake my head quickly. "You just came out of major surgery, you don't have to apologize to me. If anything, I'm the one who owes plenty of apologies." I extend my hand to her, she places hers in mine.

"I think we have a lot to talk about." She chuckles and I nod along. "More than enough." I joke, it was so awkward between us, it had never been before.

"I want to start off by saying I'm so sorry. I put Abigail above our friendship and I'm sorry about that. I chose her after our years of friendship and I didn't even pay attention to how she treated you or how I did too. I pushed you away and I made excuses as to why we couldn't hang out, I always chose Abi. I'm sorry that you were put on the back burner and that it drove a huge wedge between us." I rant quickly and she chuckles.

"I mean I was a bit over-dramatic by unfollowing you on every social media site, so I'm sorry too. I'm glad you're happy with Abi and I don't want to take that away." She squeezes my hand and I suck in air through my teeth. "Abigail broke up with me," I admit and she freezes in her spot.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry! This isn't because of me, right?" She questions and I shake my head quickly. "Of course not!" I lie and my voice raises a bit. "Shawn! I don't like her but I won't be the reason you two broke up!" She scolds and I laugh a little, even after major surgery she's still bossy. It's cute.

"It was more than that. There were some things said and it made me realize a lot of the shit that went on before our friendship hiatus. Not to mention that your mom roasted me." I add the last part and her eyes widened dramatically. "Oh no, what'd she say!" I heard an ounce of panic.

"She called me out on my bullshit, it's nothing to fret over. All I care about is that you heal properly and know I'm here for you regardless. I'm sorry our friendship got fucked up for a bit, but there's no way you're getting rid of me now." I reassure and she smiles gently, it felt so wholesome to have that smile back into my life.

I play with the end of her hair as she stares at the ceiling aimlessly. "Shawn, has my mom been taking care of herself while I've been out?" She asks after a few minutes of silence, I stop my fingers.

"Yeah, I make sure she goes to the appointments and home when she needs to sleep. Trust me, there's no other family besides mine that I'd want to take care of." I smile and she nods. "I don't know how I'm supposed to take care of myself and her now." She rubs her head in a stressful manner.

I pull her hand down to keep her from rubbing too harshly. "Hey, don't worry your pretty little mind, I've already talked everything out. Your mom and I agreed that you'd stay with me so I can take care of you, your aunt is coming in to take care of your mom as she finishes her last few treatments." I explain and she makes a face.

"That's too much for you to do." She scolds and I shrug my shoulders. "I have a few months to make up for, plus I'm off for a while, it's gonna be the two of us." I grin widely.

"You just assume I want to move in with you for a while?" She asks sassily and my heart plummets, I was so excited that I forgot she might not want to.

I must've made a face because she was laughing hard, it warmed my heart to hear that sound flow through my ears.

"Ha! Gotcha. Anyways, I appreciate you taking care of me, we're going to go back to the old us, right?" She asks and I nod. Even though I know now that she's in love with me and I have that butterfly feeling in my stomach when she looks at me, I still nod.

Things aren't the same, they're so different and it feels like the shift was so sudden. "Of course, it's always gonna be the two of us."

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