Shawn Mendes Imagines

Model (Connor Brashier)

THESE IMAGINES ARE NOT MINE!! I JUST EDITED THEM A LITTLE!!

Should I post a threesome (Shawn, Y/N, Connor) smut?

It doesn't matter who you used to be; what matters is who you decide to be today. You are not your mistakes, you are not your mishaps, you are not your past, you are not your wounds. You can decide differently today and at every moment. Remember that. You are offered a new opportunity with each breath to think, choose, and act differently in a way that supports you in being all that you are capable of being. You are not less than. You are more than enough. 

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Connor walked in with a smile on his face, walking over to give you a soft kiss on the lips. "I got a new lens today and I'm so excited to try it out. I was actually wondering if you wanted to go down to the beach with me right now? You could be my model."

"Mmm," you gave him another peck on the lips, "just let me go get ready. I've been in pajamas all day."

You put on your favorite pair of denim shorts and an oversized long sleeve t-shirt, going for a cute lazy look. You put on very minimal make-up, not wanting to be bare-faced for the pictures. When you were finished you threw on some vans and walked back out to Connor who was sitting on the couch.

He looked up at you and smiled. "Ready to go, gorgeous?"

You nodded, and you both took the short walk to the beach.

You never really loved having pictures taken of you. Seeing your image always caused you to pick out your worst flaws. When you started dating Connor, he changed all that. He never failed to make you feel beautiful and reminded you daily how in love with you he was. He would take pictures of you and explain why each one was beautiful, telling you you were his favorite image to capture. You always admired his skill, and admiring his photos taught you how to admire yourself.

Little by little, you were becoming more confident, and days like this really showed that. You were no longer tense, loosening up and goofing around while trying different poses and angles for Connor. The smile didn't leave his face once as he took pictures of you. He was so in love with you, and you loved it. You felt beautiful like you were at the top of the world. Unfortunately, that feeling never lasts.

After dinner that night, you went to take a shower, and Connor went to edit his pictures of you. When you got out, you saw that he had tagged you in a post and smiled. You clicked on the notification and were met with a post filled with pictures from today. Ten photos, because he wanted to post as much as you as he could.

He captioned it, "My beautiful model," and you blushed before liking the post and doing the one thing you shouldn't have done. You clicked on the comments.

You often forget how much Connor has been blowing up lately. He now has a large follower count and basically an entire fanbase. You can't blame these girls for swooning over him, but you wish they didn't come for you as they did.

"I guess Connor CAN take pictures of ugly girls lol."

"Model? I only see some fatass blocking the view."

"You've worked with girls much more beautiful than that, don't make me laugh Con."

You exited out of the app before you could read any more, suddenly feeling more insecure than you had in a long time. The truth was, Connor did always work with really beautiful models. These girls were thinner than you, had nice curves, cute features, flawless skin, and perfect hair. You suddenly felt like you weren't enough for him, and were scared he was going to see all the things people were commenting on his post and agree.