Chapter 38: I hate kissing you.

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ABD38: I HATE KISSING YOUR LIAR MOUTH.

"Once you let people to enter in your life it means that you already let them to be the cause of your pain today."
-gelyenbalm.

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THE PAIN in my chest wasn't vanish the moment he left me in the middle of the road. This is the first time that I pity myself, I am longging for his attention all I want is to talk to him but why it was so hard to get? All my life I haven't feel this kind of feeling, I never chase people.. they chase me..

Nang gabing iyon ay hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Nakatulala lang ako sa daan kung saan huli kong natanaw ang sasakyan na sinakyan nya.

Lico keep calling me and Samuel too. I ignore their texts and calls. Lumipas ang sampung minuto ay nakatayo parin ako roon sa daan kung saan nya ako pinababa. Tinawagan ko si Lico at sinabi ko kung nasaan ako at gusto ko ng umuwi.

Kasunod nya si Samuel, I apologise on my sudden action, I cancelled our dinner and I hope he understand.

"Wine?" Lico offered a wine on a perfect glass.

I took it and I don't hesitate to drink it all, nothing any single drop left in the glass..

"What happened?" He asks.

Hindi ko pinansin ang tanong ni Lico.
Idinukdok ko ang aking ulo sa backrest ng sofa at  saka pumikit

The pain in my chest was still there. He's my pain today.. and I hate it.

Ganoon na ba kahirap ang limang minuto para maka-usap sya? I just wanted to explain and clear some things betweet us but he doesn't allowed me. Hindi pa sya sobrang sikat pero ang hirap na nyang abutin.

I sighed. I am the star and he's just a kite above. But why I am the one reaching him? He should be the one reaching me.. I hate it when things happened in reverse.

Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako sa sobrang dami ng aking inissip, dahil nagising na lamang ako ay mataas na ang sikat ng araw at nasa kwarto ko na ako.

Ayokong magpaapekto sa nangyari. Kaya naman kahit medyo masama ang pakiramdam ko ay pumunta parin ako sa venue ng first shooting ng movie.

"You're late. " Samuel said when he saw me.

Tuminggin ako sa wrist watch ko at sampung minuto lang naman akong late. Hindi naman ganoon katagal-- hindi naman ako ganoon katagal nag-antay sa gilid ng kalsada.

Ngumiti lang ako bilang tugon.

The shoot went well, since I don't have too much exposure on the camera for the first two hours of shooting..

"Okay ka lang ba?" Inabot sakin ni Lico ang isang cold mineral water.

"Hmn. I guess." I answered as I watch Samuel acting in his part.

"Lei, it's your turn now."

I stood up and went on the so called stage to shoot.

The scene was me and Samuel talking about our relationship.

"Don't leave me okay?" He told me with full of emotions.

"I won't." I said as I look in his eyes.

He touch my waist and he move forward and now were inches a part. We were in bench so I am trap on it's armrest, I lean on when I feel his other hand holding my face travelling on my nape.

His lips parted as I watch how he move his lips.

I closed my eyes until I feel his sweet kisses on my lips. I wasn't expecting that his kiss will be this intense, I thought it was just a smack but he deepened the kiss and I don't hesitate to kiss him back.. until I heard a loud noise

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