I Want More (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20
(Xavier's pov)

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                   I rushed around my room throwing on some clothes it was like 1 in the morning but I didn't care. I grabbed my keys from the dresser and my phone.

           I practically jumped down the stairs. I walked out my front door closing and locking it behind me.

           Nio had a nightmare he wouldn't tell me of what but his voice sounded so scared and shaky I couldn't clearly get out what he was saying because he was sobbing so much I broke my heart so I hung up.

                I run to the back of his house I grabbed the ladder from the shed putting it by his window. I claimed up pulling up his window. Pulling it up I hoped in closing the window behind me.

"Xavier." Nio whimpered warping his arms around my waist sobbing into my stomach.

I hugged him close rubbing his back. I felt his tears drench my shirt.

"It's okay. Tell me what happened." I softly said to him he nodded I wobbled us to the bed falling next to him. He curled into my side laying his face on my chest inhaling my scent.

"Why are you smelling me you weirdo." I joked he laughed hitting my chest lightly

"Shut up." He chuckled

"So tell me what happened baby." I whispered kissing his temple

"Just a memory."

"You know you can tell me anything baby nothing you say will change my opinion or my  love for you." Nio looked up at me with watery eyes giving me a small smile I placed a small peck on his lips

"Thank you." He whispered against my lips. I gave just gave him another peck before laying against the pillow

"My mom." He whispered I stayed silent rubbing his back

"I remember the day she called me a failed abortion and that I was a mistake. I was 10 when my father left she was so angry with me but I didn't understand why he left or even why she was mad. When I was about 12 she married George. George and his son moved in but they were always so mean to me. I just didn't understand why they were acting so mean." He sniffled

                               I reached over to his dresser grabbing a tissue wiping his nose before throwing it in the bin. I rested his head against my chest I waited for him to finish when he felt ready.

                 I'm so curious I've had so many questions like why does he call Carter 'brother' instead of Carter? Where is his mom? Is she dead or did she leave? I hope shes in rehab or in a psych ward yeah that's better psych ward.