Chapter Thirty-Three: Not So Private

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So many feeling and emotions were running through me that instead of feeling hurt, I felt nothing. I felt numb.

I've never had so many emotions rushing through me in such a short period of time.

Anger, upset, heartbreak, rage, humiliation, jealousy, stupidity, all of these and so much more.

I mentally wanted to scream out loud, but physically I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. All I could do was watch as the video played over and over again. Again and again until I felt my heart shatter into pieces.

I let out a scream, not being able to take it anymore, I threw my phone across the room. I watched it as hit the wall and listened as it shattered.

Shorty after the shatter, there was a knock at my door.

"What do you want?" I sniffled, just now realizing that tears were streaming down my face.

"Is everything okay? I heard something crash." It was Aaron. I quickly changed into a pair of leggings and a tee shirt before opening the door.

"Hey, whats wrong? What happened?" He asked, worried.

"Have you seen Brennen's snapchat story yet?" I asked, tears falling from my eyes.

"No not yet, I just woke up when I heard the crash. Why what's wrong?" He asked, coming into my room.

"He posted a video of them at a club last night. A-and Colby w-was flirting with a bunch of girls and t-they were all over him and h-he wasn't pushing them away. H-he said he l-loved me b-but then he goes and has a bunch of s-sluts hanging on him." I stuttered, struggling to catch my breath from how much I was currently crying.

It felt like my whole world was crumbling around me. As soon as I find happiness it gets taken away from me.

"Hey, calm down. Try to catch your breath Ali." He wrapped his arms around me, allowing me to cry on his chest. I felt ruined. I felt destroyed.

"I just c-can't believe him." I cried. Aaron must've noticed my now broken phone on the floor.

"Look at me Ali," He said, pulling me away from him. He wiped away the tears on my face. "Any guy would be lucky to have you. I'm sure Colby's regretting everything right now. But I promise you, everything will be okay."

I nodded, as he took me back into his arms.

"Hey guys, what the hell happened." Devyn said from the door frame.

"Watch Brennen's private snapchat story. Colby fucked up big time." Aaron said. Devyn came running to me, sitting down on the edge of my bed.

I explained everything to her, everything from me waking up this morning happy to me chucking my phone at the wall.

"I can't believe him, that is NOT something Colby would do." She exclaimed.

"Well, he did it. And it's not even like the others were stopping him, they were encouraging him. They all knew how much he meant to me." I cried.

"Aaron, do you mind if we have a little girl time?" Devyn asked politely. He nodded, hugging me one last time before getting up and leaving the room, shutting the door behind him.

"I'll text Corey and tell him that we were all messing around in the backyard and Aaron accidentally pushed you in the pool and didn't know your phone was in your pocket." She said, giving me a smile.

I nodded, at least I still have her and Aaron.

*COLBY'S POV*

I paced around the room, back and forth. I can't believe what I did. I'm so pissed at myself.

"Please tell me she didn't see it yet." I prayed. All of the guys were gathered around Brennen's phone. Their faces dropped as they looked at the small screen. I could tell what the answer was without them even having to tell me.

"Fuck, why the hell did you guys let me drink so much. And why the hell would you let me do that! I fucking love her and I just lost her because I was black out drunk!" I screamed, placing my head in my hands.

I felt like screaming. I felt like crying. I felt like ripping someone's throat out. I felt worse than I've ever felt before in my entire life.

"I need to go home, I need to see her." I said as I stomped off to my room to pack up my things. I can't spend another minute in Vegas.

"Dude, I wouldn't do that. She's a girl. She's gonna be pissed off and heartbroken. Give it a couple days, she'll get over it." Brennen said calmly. I threw the closest thing to me at him.

"Are you fucking kidding me! You're the whole reason why this happened! You're the reason why I might lose the love of my fucking life!" I screamed, continuing to pick up my things.

I finished, zipped up my bag, and left the room, taking all of my belongings with me.

"Colby! Wait up!" I heard Sam yell. He grabbed my shoulder and spun me around.

"Listen, I know you're upset right now. But I'm not letting you go home alone." He said. I saw that he had all of his things packed up.

"I can't believe that this is actually happening." I slid down the wall, letting all of my emotions hit me like a truck.

"I'm so fucking stupid," I said, letting a few tears slip down my cheek.

More footsteps came running. This time it was Corey.

"Hey, Devyn just texted me. Apparently Ali, her, and Aaron were playing with Buddy in the backyard and Aaron pushed her in the pool and didn't know her phone was in her pocket. So Ali's phone is broken." He explained.

"Just fucking great." I said under my breath. She probably just doesn't wanna hear from me.

I'm so sorry Ali.

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Hey guys!!! I promised you that shit was gonna go down! I hope you guys are liking it! I'm gonna keep updating cause I don't have writers block and I have actually good ideas. Remember to keep voting/liking! Enjoy!

~Nikki

~Nikki

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