Chapter Thirty-Four: Heartbreaks

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-TIME SKIP TO WHEN THE BOYS GET BACK TO LA-

*ALI'S POV*

"The boys just landed," Devyn said, looking up from her phone. I stayed silent. I haven't been able to talk, I haven't been able to move.

I've never been this heartbroken in my entire life. The past couple days I've spent curled up in my room watching Disney Pixar movies on repeat.

"I think it's probably best if you go up to your room, they'll be here in like five minutes." Aaron said. The three of us were now sitting in the living room. I nodded, stumbling as I sat up.

I slowly trudged up the stairs, feeling sharp pain in each step. I finally made it into my room, collapsing onto my bed and releasing my feelings into my pillow.

After a little while of crying, I heard a car pull up and the front door open.

I ignored it though, I don't wanna talk to any of them right now. The only people I trust in this house at the moment is Aaron and Devyn.

"Where's Ali?" I heard Colby ask. I could hear the entire situation clearly.

"Don't, she's beyond heartbroken right now. What the hell got into you Colby?" Aaron asked.

"I was drunk! Trust me, I regret everything I fucking did. I wish I never fucking went to Vegas! But Ali told me to go and I might just lose the love of my fucking life right now!" He screamed. I could tell he was crying.

"You cheated on her Colby! She's been crying since she woke up yesterday! Why the hell did you get so drunk?" Aaron yelled back at him.

"I didn't fucking cheat on her! Brennen fucking set me up! He gave me the drinks! He took the fucking video! He fucking ruined my relationship! Trust me, I've spent just as much time regretting everything I've done. I just need to see her right now." He screamed, slowly getting quieter.

"Aaron, just let him go talk to her." I heard Devyn say calmly. I sat up from my position as I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I locked my door, not wanting to see him.

Glass from my phone was still shattered on the floor. I don't fucking care though. Let him see that I ruined my phone out of sheer anger. Let him see how broken I am, because of his stupid decisions.

There was a knocking at the door, followed by a soft voice.

"Ali, please let me in." He said, almost a whisper.

"Please, just leave me alone." I said, sitting on the floor next to my bed, pulling my legs up to my chest.

"Ali, please. I love you." He said, sniffling. I could tell he was crying. It breaks my heart even more to hear him crying. Because I do love him so much.

But I can't possible see him right now. I stayed quiet, not responding to him. I heard something going on with my door and before I knew it, it slowly opened.

"Please Ali, just listen to me." He begged as he walked towards me. I backed up away from him.

"I already know everything that happened. I heard everything. I thought you loved me Colby." I said, crying even more.

"I do love you Ali, I blacked out. I don't remember anything from that night. Brennen set me up. It's like he wanted me to fuck up on this trip." He cried, sitting down next to me.

I placed my head in my hands, hiding my face from him.

"Please Ali, forgive me." He begged. That's when I snapped.

"Forgive you? How the hell am I going to forgive you. I fucking watched the love of my life get seduced by a bunch of sluts! You weren't pushing them away! If anything you were pulling them towards you! You could've easily pushed them away Colby! And you want me to forgive you immediately after I find out that my boyfriend was getting a lap dance by some chick other than me in Vegas? When I told you to have fun I didn't fucking mean get laid by some chick! What the fuck Colby! You don't understand how hurt I am right now! I can't fucking function correctly! You texted me that night that you loved me yet you went and had girls hanging all over you! You don't understand how upset I am right now! I fucking broke my phone because I was so furious! Do you know how much you mean to me? You're the only happiness I fucking have! I ca—" I was cut off by something.

Lips.

The same pair of lips I missed. The pair of lips that I'm furious with. The pair of lips I've grown to love.

I realized what I was currently doing and pushed him away.

"I'm sorry Ali, I'm so fucking sorry. I blacked out and I honestly can't remember a single thing from last night. I'm so sorry." He repeated, dropping his head in shame.

"Please, just leave me alone for a little while. I need some time to think." I wiped away a tear that had left my eye.

"I love you so much Ali, more than I'll ever be able to explain." He said before standing up and leaving my room.

I felt myself break down even more than I did before. Just seeing him hurts me. Cause the last time I saw him was in that video.

God, I love him so fucking much. But I can't let him get away with this so easily. He needs to be responsible for his actions.

I climbed in bed, letting all of my emotions out. Every last emotion I was holding in from them. From all of them.

I'm so emotionally distraught, that the second I got in bed, it was lights out for me. Sleep took over me.

*COLBY'S POV*

I sat in front of her door, listening to her sleep. She's not crying anymore, just peacefully sleeping. Instead now I was the one crying.

I fucked up.

Bad.

I can't lose her, she's all I have besides Sam.

So here I am, my back up against her door, crying my heart out at 1am. Because now I have to gain back her trust.

I have to gain back the love of my life.

I have to gain back the love of my life

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