"You know, for a long time, I haven't felt normal. There's been a huge gaping hole in my chest, an emptiness that has been slowly killing me inside and I was planning to end my life to get rid of the pain and then I met you. Whenever I'm around you...
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It's back. The depression, the loneliness, the sadness. It's all back. But these last couple of days have been different. I feel...nothing. I feel numb. No sadness, no anger, no depression no nothing.
I grabbed my keys before I quietly walked out of my room and downstairs to my car. I climbed in and pulled out of the driveway before beginning to drive away. It was currently 1:43 AM in the morning. Perfect. No one will be awake I thought to myself as I drove to La Push. After a few minutes I arrived at the beach and climbed out of my car.
I began to walk up the beach and towards the cliffs which took about 20 minutes. I finally made it to the top and walked over to the edge. I looked out and saw the moon still in the sky reflecting onto the ocean. I looked down and saw the dark ocean, the waves slamming against the side of the cliff. A cold breeze blew and I shivered slightly. If I jump close enough to the cliff I'll hopefully hit my head knocking me out I thought to myself.
I looked up at the sky and saw the stars shining. I felt the tears build in my eyes as I thought about my mom. "I'm sorry mom" I whispered before I took another step forward. "Don't!" I heard a voice say and I gasped as I turned around and saw a figure behind me. "W-Who are you?!" I exclaimed. "Malory? It's me Embry" Embry said.
"Embry?! Just l-leave me alone!" I said. "Not until you step away from the cliff" He said and I shook my head. "Just mind your own business and go away!" I snapped. "Malory move away from the edge! I mean it!" Embry pleaded as he took a step closer to me. "No! You don't understand! Please just leave!" I cried as the tears fell from my eyes.
"Mal, please" Embry pleaded and I shook my head. "I know you're hurting. Jacob told me about your boyfriend and your mom. I know it's killing you. I can see it. But suicide isn't the right way. It doesn't end the pain it just passes it onto others around you. Please just step away from the edge. It isn't your time yet" Embry pleaded as he stepped closer and I bit my bottom lip.
"What would your mom say?" Embry said and I sobbed. "She'd tell me everything would be ok" I whimpered. "Exactly and everything will I promise" Embry said. "Take my hand" Embry said as he held his hand out to me. I went to take a step towards him when I heard a crunch like noise. The part of the cliff I was standing on broke away from underneath me and I screamed as I fell.
"Malory!" Was the last thing I heard before everything went black.
Embry's P.O.V
I dove into the water seconds after Malory fell and surfaced. I looked around and saw her sinking slowly. I gasped before diving down and grabbing her before she sunk any further. I wrapped my arm around her, keeping her head out of the water as I pulled her to shore. I laid her on the sand and listened for a heartbeat. I felt relief as I heard it and realised she had just been knock unconscious.
I picked her up bridal style and ran back through the woods in the direction of Sam's house. After a few seconds I saw the lights pierce through the trees and ran faster. I ran out of the woods and onto the front porch opening the back door before walking in. "Embry who is that?!" Paul said in shock as I laid Malory on the couch.
"Emily!" I called up the stairs and after a few seconds I heard her running down. "Oh my God Embry what happened?!" She exclaimed as she ran over to Malory. "Her name's Malory, she's a friend sort of. Anyway I caught at the cliffs about to jump. Then I managed to convince her suicide wasn't the right choice when the rock beneath her broke away and she fell. She must've hit the water wrong because she was unconscious when I got to her" I explained to Emily who was stripping off Malory's jacket leaving her in a tank top.
She also took of Malory's jeans and slipped on a pair of her sweat pants quickly. "She's freezing cold. The water was so cold it must've sent her into shock. Paul get me a hot water bottle please" She said and Paul ran into the kitchen looking through the cupboards. I heard him turn the kettle on as Emily turned on the heater turning it towards Malory.
"Do you know why she was trying to kill herself?" Emily said as she placed blankets over her. "Her boyfriend was one of the Cullen's. Jake said she has been really depressed since they've left. I guess it all became to much her to handle" I said as Paul walked in with the hot water bottle. "Oh my God. This poor girl. He most likely would've been her mate" Emily said as she placed the hot water bottle over Malory's chest.
"When do you think she'll wake up?" I said and Emily pursed her lips. "Shortly. I don't think she would be concussed hopefully. I'll check when she wakes up" Emily said and I nodded.
