I was Zach Dawes girlfriend we have been dating for about a year and a half he was a part of a band the last shadow puppets with his band mates James ford,miles Kane and Alex Turner
They were on tour for they're album 'everything you've come to expect'
And Zach asked me to join him on tour the other boys were more than happy for me to come since I'm close friends with the puppets
During the first few weeks of tour me and Alex have been getting closer than we usually were
We've been flirting a bit when no one was around and sending each other looks
I'm not going to lie Alex is attractive way more than Zach but I need to be loyal and Alex probably only means it in a friendly way
Alex Miles Zach and James where going sightseeing for the day they asked me if I wanted to go but I was being lazy as usual
I decided to lay in bed and FaceTime my best friend Liza
After about 10 minutes of talking my room door knocked I ended the call and got up to open the door to see Alex standing there
"Alex I thought you when with the boys" I asked confused
"I been here too many times before and rather spend my day with me other mate" he said smirking and letted himself in
"So what do you want to do darling" he asked
"I want to sit back and listen to music and please don't call me darling" I blushed
"Ok and sorry sweetheart" he chuckled
"Alex" I scolded him and went on my phone texting Liza telling her what's going on
Liza: Y/N do you like him?
Me: yes but I can do that to Zach it's unfair
Liza: how do you feel about Zach?
Me: nothing we have been arguing non stop about stupid things and Alex is there to help me calm down
Liza: then go for it stupid 😏😉
Me:really your unbelievable 🙄
"So you like mEh" Alex said smirking
"Maybe" I blushed look at him 'oh great he knows what I'm I going to do' I thought
"I like you too" Alex said plopping beside me on the bed
"Well we're friends Alex your supposed to like me" I said think he meant it in a friendly way
"No Y/N I mean I like- like you" he said for a minute I forgot how to breathe
"What Alex no you can I'm with Zach and we are friends and how" I said In confusion
"Y/N I liked you for a long time and I tried to hide it for Zachs sake but I seen the way he treats you and I think I can treat you better" he said then then smashed his lips onto mine
I kissed back it felt magical like something in a movie even thought that sounds so cliché but it did
Alex then moved on top of me and deepened the kiss he then moved to my neck
"Alex we can't" I said breathlessly
"We can" Alex mumbled into my neck
I pushed him off instantly regretting it
"Y/N leave Zach" Alex said practically begging me
"Alex I can't the tour it will be awkward and that" I said
"Would you ever want to be with me" Alex asked he seemed insecure like a little kid
"Of course Alex I want to be with you it's complicated" I said and Alex again kissed me and we decided to lay on the bed he nuzzled his head in the crook of my neck and wrapped his arm around my waist
"Alex?" I asked "yes" he responded
"What are we" a single tear rolled down my cheek
"Whatever you want us to Y/N" he said
"We can give us a go but we have to keep it a secret" I said
"Our secret" he said back and I pecked his lips and we decided to spend the rest of our time waiting on the boys by the pool of the hotel flirting
