My relationship with my boyfriend hasn't been great at one point it was all sunshine and rainbows to the point it made everyone who saw us sick I miss those days
Now all we do is fight and argue say shite we don't even mean cause we know what hurts us both the most at this point
On and off for about 5 years gone through the bad times and the good times
Assuming one has cheated and gone off on one even though none of us have
We're both the jealous type I hated when he talked to girls they literally throw themselves at him and I know for a fact he loves the attention but also love the fact it winds me up
Alex hated when I talked to guys he always got jealous becomes possessive
He'll wrap his arm around my waist or before we leave to go somewhere he'll give me a love bite or go off on one with the guy I was having a normal conversation with
9 out of 10 times we'd come home arguing like cat and dog accusing that one of us was hitting on that person then we screamed and shout at each other
Alex would punch or kick the wall I would throw a vase or a glass cup near him but not too near that it would hurt him
He would leave the house we shared and go to miles house till we both calmed down ready to talk
I would clean up the mess we made in the house go to bed crying with anger
I love alex so much nothing will change that he's the only one for me he get me understands me and I get him and understand him we're just too much alike
Now I'm at home waiting on alex coming home from the studio him and the rest of the monkeys were in the process of making their 5th studio album AM
Alex has been stressing over the album
He'll come home all moody and snappy
He entered our house kicking his Chelsea boots off shrugging out his leather jacket
"Hey" was all I said alex glanced over to me who was sitting on the settee
"Ello" he mumbled making his way into the kitchen most likely to get a beer
He came into the living room with two beers in hand handing me one
"I can't drink anymore" I said above whisper alex looked at me puzzled by my words
"Why no'" he asked
"It's not good for the baby" I mumbled Alex's eyes widened then he sat on the settee beside me head in his hands
"Al please say something" I begged worry in my voice
"Yeh can't be" was all he said I let out a scoff making him snap his head to me
"I am here look" I handed him the test that hid in my hoodie
"It can't be mine" he said narrowing his eyes at me
"Of course it's fucking yours alex your the only one I've been with for five years" I raised my voice at him
"I'm no' readeh teh be a dad I don't want kids" he exclaimed
"You should have put something on the end of it then" I yelled
"Get rid of it" he shouted anger took over me my hand collided with his face the force of my slap making his head turn
"I'm not getting rid of it alex" I shouted tears running down my face
"Well I'm leavin" he spat getting off the settee making his way to our bedroom I followed
He went into the closet pulling out his duffle bag filling it with his things
"Your really leaving me" I scoffed
"Yes"he mumbled
"This isn't all my fault" I stated it wasn't all my fault its Alex's As well
"It ain't mine" he mumbled
"It's both of us alex it takes two people to be in this predicament" I spat my cheeks stained red with my tears Alex's red with my slap
"And where you going to stay" I asked
"Somewhere" he mumbled as we got to the front door
"Well stay there I'll raise your baby myself" I snapped slamming the front door crying my eyes out
(Alex's pov)
I throw my bag into the back seat of my car
I jumped into my car with a heavy sigh 'wha' the fook joost happened'
I started my engine and drove off to where I always go miles house
