I smile,
Even tho i am crying inside.
I laugh,
Although i know its a lie.
I am nothing more than a fake
A hypocrite some may say.
And I don't deny.
Its unconditional now I guess
When you have been hurt to many times
The later is just defensive mechanism.
It hurt bad
And i know why...
Cause when i fall
I fall head over heels bad.
Got a romantic heart,
Chasing bad boys only.
I don't know why.
But its feels like my fault to be so emotional.
I don't know why i feel lost now
I feel all hope lost now
I curse at life to give me false hope.
I don't know what to do.
Or how to react
Something i just wanna scream and cry
I feel myself depleting
Faith fading
I don't know why ?
I am still holding on to this corruption world
When i know nothing will get better
Every thing is meant to kill you.
YOU ARE READING
Before I say Goodbye
PoetryTheme: poems of life ❤️💔❤️🩹This book is about feelings which you cant say, cant scream cant give up cant escape...❤️💔❤️🩹 Why does it always takes for us to lose something to truly discover its value/ importance in your life? Some are love let...
