Before I say Goodbye

The known became strangers today

They a parents love is unconditional
They why do they hurt us the most
I don't know about others
But mine is the epiphany of sorrow

Money is the most important to them
They paid for my education
And don't let me forget
How I am bound to them

Parents are supposed to protect and support you
Mine blame cause I have got no friends
So there might some fault in mine brain.
Cause I am the screw up no one wants to be a part off.

I am sorry I cry so much
Tried to be stone cold but couldn't change myself
Instead of caring they blame my emotional state.
Called it drama and acting
When my heart is bleeding.

Sometimes I wish
I could disappear
Cause I am writing this with my tears
... still cause anyone cares.

So much fight, sorrow and pain
Became of my existence
Makes me want to delete my foot print
Forever and ever.

This world is fucked up.
They say  they didn't saw my cry for help
But closed their eyes and ears
When I cry out aloud calling for help.

Too much proud
Cause they have the money to feed us
Too much proud have given birth to us
And not killed us instead

So much proud
That it's killing silently
As they act unaware.

Ain't they are the onces
Who is supposed to have faith in their child
How come they are the onces
Who believe in you less than any stranger here

They never believed i could succeed
Never had hope in me
Never gave faith in me
I think their love was a lie from the beginning

Why I am so sad today
Crying and calling to unseen god to take me away?
Cause my love is broken as of date
My parents are not my own but strangers from today.

They say parents are a gift
So why I want to disappear and fade.
Escape from any bond and regulations relationship  instead
Tired of carrying this pain for many years.
I need an escape
Just take my soul away.

It's like I don't wanna live
But can't bring myself to die
In the between sucks!
What a cruel way to survive.