Before I say Goodbye

Its not me! It is you!

Still remember the days
When fight
Call each other names
And bring out past mistakes.
How I feel bad
And try to make up to you right
When you tell me the wrongs
That you did for us.
I just turn a blind eye.
How gullible I am
To not see though your lies.
When you gaslight me
Saying"i don't trust you right?"
How stupid I now feel
To have justified your attitude.
When you are the corrupted one,
Doesn't make it right
The defence you take for your wrongdoings
Using me as an excuse to be my side.
What your are, is what you have been
What you wanted, you did it.
Using me as an excuse
To justify them has never been right.
How come all the arguments ?
The faults in your words,
Turn against me when I am innocent.
Being in love is a pure feeling
The privilege I gave you
When I gave my heart.
You took it for granted
And played it me like a instrument.
I don't know and can't trust
Whether your love was an act
Or your ego too big,
To let anyone smile.
I am not sorry for the tears I cried
Not sorry for time I wasted
Not sorry for the lessons I learned
But sorry I gave up on me
The inner child who did no wrong.
I am not perfect I agree
Might be eccentric or little crazy.
A handful to handle, I know it,
Maybe that why you got two hands baby?
Well jokes aside, let me say
It's not your fault
Society made us this way.
For you to be a man, we worship
Us as a princess, always need saving.
Here at the end, Let me declare
The moral of the story
To every other women here.
Sometimes it works,
And you find your true love
Other time, it's just not in the cards.
It's not like her never loved you.
But something stronger other than love.
Instead of waiting for a Prince Charming
Shape a man, who is worthy of your being.
If look closely in every fairy tale.
The man doesn't save the women,
But other way around.
The story will not end here.
So many frogs to kiss still left.
And sometimes even after doing everything right...
the man is still a frog, not Prince alright .
it's is what it is
It's not me,
it might have been definitely you baby.

💋💋💋