Before I say Goodbye

Live or Survive?

I live a life, i have to live.
Duty bound and never free.
Hopes and dreams killed to survive
Another day waiting to die
More afraid of dying in regret
Or still wanting for this suffering to end
Feelings and love is what makes a human weak,
Without those creates a lethal weapon indeed.
Getting off topic lets come back to it,
Not living life but surviving still.
Not only me but so many in pain
All strangers with different regrets
Dont know how long can this go on
Cause i am still fighting this war full on.
When i stop fighting it may mean,
Either i am dead or given up within.
World pandemic, i say humans are the source evil
Destroy lives and families even more.
I end here not complaining again.
No one will help you,
Your on your own till death.
Live or survive
Nowhere to go.
Fight or flight
You have to chose.