How to get an A [TeacherxStudent] .:COMPLETE:.

Chapter Sixteen

[A/N] - So, the story's rated R now... More mature scenes anyone? o.o Also, sorry for the once again short chapter, I have so much work... yikes! This chapter is dedicated to wewereborntolie! I love reading her comments on these chapters, she's the most active reader here x) Anyways, I love you guys :3 

I never felt so miserable in my life. After going home from 'work,' it felt like my whole life went crashing down on my shoulders.

Crashing down so hard to the point I collapsed on the sidewalk. The hot tears couldn't stop and many people who passed me either gave me a glance or ignored me.

I should've listened to Marcus. No matter how scary I thought he was, he was right. It upset me how much I actually took advantage of his words. Can I even tell him? Just the thought enough scared me. He would lose my trust and possibly kill Lucy with no remorse after.

Poor Marcus. Even in this situation, I can't help but to think of him. I wish he was here, here to help me up... Wipe my tears... Tell me everything will be fine and give me a warm hug.

I got up and began walking to my apartment again. The bag on my back felt like it weighed a ton. The only time I felt like this was the last time this happened.

Finally reaching the apartment, I opened the main door and walked to the second floor. Passing by Garrett's apartment, I couldn't help but chuckle when I heard his father screaming in Cantonese and his mother screaming back.

I opened my door and locked it behind me, heading straight for my bed. I glanced at the time and sighed when it read 2:15 AM. Suddenly, a sharp pain caused me to hiss. For the next five minutes, the pain began to hurt more and more. I sat up from the bed and began to take off my clothes. While I was taking off my light green pants, I noticed blood was in the pant's seat and instantly cringed.

I know why I'm in pain now. It's almost the end of the month and I already had my period. Lucy's fingernails... they were sharp. Oh my fucking goodness, why me?! Why do I of all people have to go through this? I looked at my underwear seat and cringed at all the blood I saw.

Trying my best not to cry, I ran to the bathroom and took the hottest shower I ever had. I roughly scrubbed my skin with soap and was threatening myself to use bleach. I hate myself, I can't stand myself! My skin began to turn extremely red and I stopped scrubbing. I began to catch my breath and wondered whether I should either drown myself or live like this forever.

But I have friends, friends that care about me. If I commit suicide, not only will I kill myself... but I'll kill the hearts of the people who love me. Especially Marcus... I can't put him through that. Should I leave town? No, I can never find an apartment this cheap anywhere else. Should I quit my job and accept money from my friends?

I can't lie to Marcus, I have to tell him what happened. Getting out of the shower, I dried myself off and put lotion on my skin. I have no choice, I have to tell him. I headed over to bed and cried myself to sleep.

--

Miguel's (See how I used Miguel instead of Mr. Romano? ;P) P.O.V.

How do Americans say it... broken heart? Right now, I'm very broken heart. I can't stop thinking about her. I even offered her $1,000,000 to sleep with me and she rejected it. At this early time, she must be with that piece of shit Americano. Matter of fact, I should go see if she's fine. 

Time to prepare myself for the terrible.

I walked over to his classroom and checked my pocket watch. 7:11. Hm, maybe I should stop by a 7-11, I want a Mountain Dew slushee. Peeking through the blinds, I saw him kissing Suzy. My fists tightened and I sighed. It seems like she dyed her hair black. Why would she do that? The orange-red fit her well. Goodness, her ass looks flat today. They pulled away and he hugged her.