Is it too early to Move on? - 2

CHAPTER FOUR

Hate is such a small word but held so deep meaning that can cut anyone without actually using a knife just by simply saying.

Think before what you say as it will damage someone's life and you will regret for the rest of your life.

I was currently in my room thinking of how I told grandma my excuse that I am leaving for some days. When demon went, yes demon. He is no less than a demon for how he scared the shit out of me, I quickly went towards her and hugged the life out of her seeing her alive and healthy. I love her so much. I can't lose her ever. And if it meant to save her, I will do anything.

I didn't tell her I am going for a week because who knows how much days it will take for me to come here.

My excuse was so lame and I was surprised she just nodded her head and said, "Be safe."

I told her I need some time alone and will return few days later. Maybe she convinced because she knows I am still grieving about my past.

And thinking about my past, I totally forget about it. Since this demon came into my life. Yeah, I have started to call him demon. Since he came in my life, he took all of my attention to himself and I couldn't see a fucking thing besides him.

You can't imagine how much I hate this demon. He made my life hell and what for? Who fucking knows.

When he made me see grandma's state, unconscious, bruised, it felt like a real. How he did manage that, I don't know. He can do anything, I now know that but one question is gawing in my mind is that if he can do anything, then why can't he go to the ocean and do all the rituals to make someone alive.

I don't know who the person I am going to make alive. Actually I don't know anything. I grabbed my bag from the cupboard and started filling it with my clothes. Now I am human, I have to take everything just like them. It was so fucking nonsense.

I grabbed my cash and hidden it inside the bag. I have to keep it safe for the journey.

I have calculated as much as I can. Tomorrow morning, I have to go to the airport. Then I will reach the city near the ocean at afternoon. After that I will go to the harbour and will somehow convince someone to take me to the middle of ocean. I don't know how I will convince seeing there will be tonn of security. Maybe the demon will help me as this is all his plan.

"I can't go there with you." I falled to the ground when I heard his voice.

"You need to stop coming like this. I can die by sudden heart attack, you know? Then who will going to help you?" I said while standing.

He didn't say anything but I think I heard something like drama. I rolled my eyes and folded my hands in front of me. "Why you can't go there with me? So you are making me go there alone?" I widen my eyes at the realisation.

I can't do this all alone. I don't know anything.

"I can't allow there." He said nonchalantly like it was obvious.

I narrowed my eyes at his face which was covered by cloak. "You can't allow there then how come you are allowed here?"

This is ridiculous.

"When you go to the coastline, there is a man with white hair, red eyes and pale face will be waiting for you."

Oh thank goddess.

But he didn't answer my question.

"Now sleep because tomorrow you have a flight to attend." And then he gone. Vanished.

Just fucking nice.

So many questions and no answers. And when I asked him question, he just ignored me like I am a trash and maybe as compared to him, I am a trash after all without my magic.

This man makes me lose my sanity that's for sure because now I am questioning about myself too.

Who the fuck is he anyway?

He knows what to do and where it is then why can he not make another person do it for himself than a human like me. Of course there are other powerful witches too and they have strong blood unlike mine. I am just a normal person for fucks safe. Why can't he just understand that and leave me the fuck alone?

But no.

This demon wants me and my so called precious blood to make someone alive from the death that I haven't done and seen someone doing in my life ever.

I know witches have that power to make dead alive but it's not that easy. We can't go against the nature and endure it's wrath. For another person, it may look easy but it's us, the witches have to go through the pain and side effects.

And I am not caring about my life right now because well if my grandma is alive then I have nothing to worry about.

What he said candles and circle and the bowl, my blood. And the specific tree with speciality unlike other trees. What does that even mean?

And don't forget the dangers surrounding that tree. For all I know, I am dead when I reach there thats for sure. Maybe even before I go outside the cabin.

Thank goddess that I said grandma that I will be back in few days otherwise I don't know what will happen when I would have told her I am going for a week and then not coming after that. And if I will be alive, her wrath is what make me dead but it's better than to be dead by other animals. And then she will give me a proper burial too.

What?

Am I really thinking about that right now?

I am insane and all credit goes to the demon.

He is something else and I can't point my fingers on it. He is not something to be search on Google. All shits are fake on internet. And I don't have any books to read too. Maybe I'll die like a idiot without knowing anything.