HER Special WISH

𝟑𝟒-𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓

𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐑𝐀'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

Today I finally decided to tell him about my deepest secret. I don't want him to feel that I cheated on him by not telling this. "A-ansh you are not my first kiss.." I said while looking down.. "what? You mean you have an ex?" He said. " no ansh.. I never dated anyone except you..when I was 10 years old I used to go to village.. during vacations.. waha mere 2 cousin bhai hai. One is of my age and second is 4 years older than me his name is avinash Bachpan mein we used to play a lot... I was so happy at that time thinking I have best brothers... b-but.. jabhi mein gao jati thi he used to say let's play ghar-ghar.. and I used to agree. Then he used to say that we'll act as if we are sleeping right now and we'll share o-one blanket varna badi mummy chilayegi.. I used to agree. T-then he used to cover us together... with blanket a-and he used to touch me.." I said while tears coming out of my eyes. "B-but uss waqt mujhe itna samjh nai ata tha I used to feel uncomfortable but kis chiz se pata nai tha.. e-ek baar when I grew up when I was 13 years old. Ghar mein shadi chal rahi thi.. a-and me and Avinash were sharing one room... r-raat ko when I was sleeping... h-he came close to me.. a-and kissed me.. he started touching me everywhere... h-he made m..me t-touch h-his.."

I couldn't complete the sentence and started crying a lot while he hugged me.

"Bas.. bas... aur kuch bolne ki zarurat nai hai...shhh mera bacha tumne itna sab kese jhela?" He said while hugging me.

"No ansh let me tell you everything today.. uss din I tried so hard to push him but ek 13 saal ki bachi mein kitna hi zor hoga?? Next day when I decided to tell everyone. He came near me and said. If you tell anyone about this.. I-I'm not just gonna touch you.. b-but I-I'll f-fuck you till you d-die..." I said while stammering. He continued rubbing my back he closed his eyes and I could see he was feeling disgusted.

"He.. he continued touching me and kissing me till 3 days and then we came back to Mumbai.. tabse I-i never told anyone. Uske b-baad whenever I used to go to village I used to lock the door and then sleep.i- I feel so disgusted.. I- when I grew up I started connecting all things how his eyes were on me since childhood. When I grew up I started feeling more disgusted by myself. I always wanted to have my first kiss to be with my love my special person. B-but he stole my purity.. I-i know you must be.. f-feeling disgusted with me.. I-If you don't wanna m-marry me after this I-I won't.." I said while closing my eyes. He don't let me complete my sentence and kissed me. I was shocked.. but then I kissed him back.

After few minutes he pulled away and said. "Never say these things about my wife... my wife has the purest soul... and if you think I'm gonna leave you for this reason then I'll work more on my love for you.. I'll never ever give you a chance to think something like this again. When I told you I'm not sure if sia did something with me or not.. that time you said you'll never leave me for this reason cuz you love me. Same here jaan.. I love you not your body I love your soul. And I promise you he'll pay for his fucking deeds. You're very strong Arya.. very strong." He said while hugging me.

"I'm sorry ansh mene itni badi baat ab tak chupai tumse." I said while sobbing in his arms.  "Shhh jaan bas uss insaan ke liye tum itne kimti asu mat bahao.." he said.

"Chalo hum ghar walo ko sab bata dete hai.." he said. "NO! NO ansh abhi ghar mein s-shadi ka mahol hai.. i-I dont wanna ruin it... pls abhi nai.. pls.." I said.

𝐑𝐔𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐇'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

When she started sharing her secret my blood started boiling HOW TF HE DARED TO TOHCH HER LIKE THAT.. m-my jaan was so small and he did this.. being her brother!! ILL FUCKING KILL HIM AND THATS MY PROMISE TO JAAN.

How could she even think that I'll leave her because of this reason. No matter what. I'll never leave her. NOT EVEN NEXT LIFE.

When I told her let's go and tell everyone about this she panicked she started denying. I could see how panicked she was I didn't wanted to take risk with her health so I said. "Okay.. okay jaan but calm down see tumhari tabiyat kharab ho jayegi." I went near the table and got a glass of water for her. She drank while hiccuping.  I rubbed her back.