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Before I could answer, Alex randomly cut in.
"Liz...five years ago, something happened to your mum, didn't it? But what?"
I grimaced as images replayed in my head, guilt washing over me in huge waves. Tears pricked my eyes.
"I thought your mum was a business woman?" James enquired, confused, and that's when I couldn't take it any longer.
"No," I said shortly, tears starting to fall. "My mum's dead."
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A shocked silence followed my words. James' face was priceless.
"But...you said...she was a business woman..." he looked really confused. And as I met his eyes, I saw a huge depth of guilt in them, guilt, and sympathy. I didn't particularly want to spill my guts out, but now I couldn't stop. I had revealed one secret, now I had to reveal the rest.
"She died when I was eleven. In a car accident. 'The Accident,' I call it. Mum had just picked me up from school on the last day of term, and we were going to go on holiday that summer," I said, my voice shaking as I recalled dad telling me we were going to Greece for three weeks.
"But then, we were a couple of streets away from home, and some idiot pulled out of his road too quickly and just went straight into mum's car, on her side," I said, barely able to stand upright. Alex wrapped an arm round my waist and led me into the kitchen. We all sat down, everyone looking at me.
"I saw it coming. I should have said something. I thought it was going to stop, so I didn't. But I realised the car wasn't going to stop, but I still didn't say anything. I was confused. And then it just went straight into us, at like fifty miles an hour," I said, tears now falling down my cheeks.
"Our car rolled over, but something had happened to catch it alight. Mum was unconscious, because it had hit her side, but I was still awake," my voice was trembling badly; I could barely speak. But I had to let it out.
"The fire started at the front of the car, on my side. I tried to open my door but I'd broken three of my fingers, and I couldn't reach past the airbag with my other hand. I ended up smashing the window and getting out through there; think how small I am now, and imagine how small I was five years ago," I closed my eyes as I could almost smell the smoke.
"I landed badly on the road, but I still tried to get up and go round to let my mum out. But the door was crumpled and wouldn't open. I knew I wouldn't be able to get her out through the window. She was too big and heavy for me to lift." I pressed my hands against my eyes, my elbows on the table, leaning my head on them as I told the story.
"I couldn't do anything. I tried to kick the door, I tried to force it open, but it just wouldn't open. The firemen, ambulance and police came just then, but by now the whole car was alight," I was sobbing desperately, as hard as I had been that afternoon. I felt Alex's familiar, warm touch around my shoulders. It comforted me a little, but not enough.
I was silent for a little while, trying to compose myself before I started on what happened afterwards. James broke the silence, his voice unnaturally weak. He sounded so weird.
"Liz, I'm sorry," he said, very quietly. I remained silent, still rather angry at him, but even more so at myself.
"That's not even half of it," I muttered, looking up finally. He frowned, and I sighed and leaned back. Now for the even longer story.
"When my dad found out, he went mental. He smashed up half the house, shouting, screaming, swearing. I thought he would hit me, but he didn't. There was barely even enough of mum to distinguish her from the car. He had every right to be angry." I bit my lips as I remembered the terrifying moments when a glass vase smashed inches away from my feet, or something.
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You took my heart, could I please have it back?
Teen Fiction16-year-old Elizabeth Johnson is far from your average teenager. Fighting depression, she has to get through sixth form, where bullies and the 'cool gang' knock her down, time and time again. However, at school she meets a boy, a mysterious boy who...