Falling For You

Chapter Four

Minutes later, Justin's body was swaying along to the music and Kylie's grinded against his, and mine against hers.

As I looked around me I noticed I lost sight of Tessa, inside my head I panicked but my body did not show it. Losing Tessa at a party like this was a nightmare and I knew I'd had to find her eventually, but that thought was sent away as Kylie rapped along with Drake's voice and I focused on the words.

My thoughts stirred in my head and the feeling of throwing up soon overcame me but focusing on the words of the music distracted me enough to get rid of the feeling. Behind me Kylie's body stopped moving.

"I'm gonna go get some water, Jay. I gotta go home tonight you know how mama J is and if I'm not sober she'll kill me. Take care of Nadia."

Justin nodded and picked a shot off a table. Kylie moved from between us and walked up the stairs where I assumed was the only placed you could find a drink that wasn't alcoholic.

Looking at Justin he waved me towards the couch again. When I sat down I suddenly became hyper aware that I still I had no idea where Tessa was.

"So how do you know Kylie?" I ignored his questioned and searched the room for Tessa, "Nadia?"

"Tessa knows Anastasia and she introduced us to Kylie. This your party?"

He laughed, pushing a shot towards me to take, "Not technically, but it's for me. It's absinthe."

Looking down at the green colored shot and I slowly took a whiff, the strong smell caused my stomach to turned and my face to scrunch up. Out of the corner of my eye I could see him smirk. I quickly held my nose and downed the shot, gagging a little in response but not enough for him to see.

"You didn't have to take it but I'm impressed. What are you looking around for?"

I turned my head back to him not realizing I was again looking for Tessa, "I can handle my alcohol Biebs. I'm looking for Tessa, haven't seen her since you showed up."

"Biebs? Haven't heard that in a minute. Tessa is prolly with Jordyn and Em. She's fine. Have you been to one of these parties before?"

I shook my head and looked at him, his eyes were set on mine and I wasn't sure how long they'd been like that but I quickly looked away.

"You mean one of your parties? Nope. We just came from Ohio-"

I was interrupted by his loud laugh and without knowing why he laughed or realizing I laughed too, "Ohio?"

"What's wrong with Ohio?"

"What the hell is in Ohio?"

I shook my head, laughing, "Not a damn thing."

My laughter suddenly halted when the taste of vomit rose to my throat but before it could come out I quickly stopped it. Justin furrowed his eyebrows and gave me a look as if to ask if I was okay. I waved my hand as an answered because had I opened my mouth I wouldn't be able to hold it back.

"You need a bathroom?" I slowly nodded so that I could keep it down while he lead me to a bathroom. As I followed him he explained where we were headed, "I gotta room here but it's all the way upstairs, it my take some time to get there but I don't wanna go in any other room and walk in on some shit."

I followed closely behind him as he went up two flights of stairs. Just before making it to the end on the hallway we were at the guy from earlier stopped in front of us, "Ay Jay!"

"Za, I gotta get her to the bathroom man. I'll talk to you in a minute." Continuing to the end of the hall we made it to a door and Justin quickly opened the door and with his hand on my lower back led me to the bathroom. Before another word could be said my head fell to the toilet and the vomit rose again.

Behind me I felt Justin hesitantly grabbed my hair off my back as an attempt to help. My sober thoughts were finally starting to surface and realize just what was happening. And I began to panic with the realization of being in Justin Bieber's bathroom throwing up and also not knowing where the hell Tessa was.

Once I finished I took the wet rag Justin was holding and wiped my face. The white rag was now covered in my makeup and my face sagged completely, "God, I'm sorry. What a shitty night this is. I need to find fucking Tessa."

"You're good. This ain't the first time I've done this Kylie throws up every time she drinks. I can help get Tessa." Making my way to my feet I seen how off my equilibrium really was and fell against the wall. Taking my heels off I let out a string of cuss words, shaking my head.

"I'm gonna get you something to wear, Kylie's got some shit here, wait and I'll find you something." Justin left the room leaving me to make my way into his room. His room was decorating in greys and black, but was not personalized at all like you would expect. When his door opened again my thoughts were broken.

Handing me the clothes he'd picked out, I looked up at him, "Your room isn't much is it?"

"This is Rabon's house so I didn't want to do anything to it, my room is much. I asked Kylie if anyone's seen Tessa she said no but she's gonna look. You can stay up here for awhile, drink some water." Looking down at the pile of clothes there was a bottle of water on top that I hadn't seen before. While taking the cap off and sipping on it I made my way to the bathroom.

The clothes he gave me were just a simple black crop, white leggings, and socks. Getting into them I became uneasy over the fact that these were Kylie Jenner's clothes. Once I was fully dressed I made my way back into the room where Justin was on in laptop at his desk.

When he turned around his eyes widen and I suddenly became nervous wanting to leave as soon as possible but his voice stopped me, "You almost fit in those leggings as good as Kylie does."

"Uhh...thanks? I'm gonna lay down if that's cool? I feel like shit. If we don't find Tessa I'll just go sit in her car."

Justin nodded, "That's cool, but if we don't find Tessa you can just stay in here no need for that sit in the car shit. Anyway I'm just gonna do some writing." I nodded back and smiled a little.

Laying down in Justin's bed I immediately sank into the Egyptian cotton blankets that probably cost more than I could imagine. Closing my eyes I began to think about where Tessa was and what time it could have possibly been by now, as I did so I began to dose off until I was completely passed out in his bed.