Falling For You

Chapter Thirty Two - Part 2

Make sure you've reread the end of part 1 if you read it before I added more.

The greeter was dressing black dress pants and button up with a white toweled and after giving him Justin's name he lead me to an area in the back that was secluded which was good and bad. Other people around would've helped to calm my nerves but I erased the thought when we finally made it to the table where Justin was already sat.

Looking at me he smiled and instantly stood to give me a hug, "Hey babe, you look good. Wanna tell me what this is all about?"

"I will. Let's just at least order first, yeah?" I laughed, trying to be my normal self because if I wasn't he'd know.

I sat down looking at Justin as the greeter handed him a menu and announced that our waiter would be with us soon. Looking at his face I suddenly felt like this wasn't the right place to be telling him. He didn't deserve to find out in the public, although it was more comfortable for me would it be for me?

I erased my thoughts as Justin began to small talk. Apparently, Za and Ryan were currently on Justin's private jet heading to Miami for the weekend. I filled with guilt remembering that he was supposed to go.

Minutes later the waiter showed up and quickly took our orders, leaving me to talk with Justin for awhile. I wanted to disappear and fix everything to be anywhere but here but no, "I'm sorry you couldn't go to Miami."

"It's cool. Ky said this was important and I wouldn't go anywhere if you don't want me to." His face was obviously curious and concerned about what I possibly had to say.

I nodded and looked down at the napkin that I had spread across my lap, letting my eyes wonder to my stomach that in 8 months time would be ready to pop. Justin's voice broke my thoughts, "Hey, I'm gonna go to the bathroom, okay?"

"Mhmm." I let out a shaky breath as Justin walked to the bathroom. My nerves were almost too much making me a little nauseous, although that could have been the baby. Just that thought alone make me want to run to the bathroom but before I could head there my phone vibrated in my lap.

Looking down at my screen Martin's number flashed across the lock screen displaying the message: I got something to tell you that I should have just told you when you called but the condom broke. Thought you should know. Sorry.

I reread the words and instantly stood up, more shaky than before and went to the bathroom. I opened on the of stall doors rapidly and bent over the toilet but as much as I wanted to throw up there was nothing in my system to come up except dry heaves. I sighed and covered my mouth with my arm, sobbing into it.

I should have checked if there were people in here, but I ignored that thought and worked on calming my self. Standing up I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked like absolute shit even under the layer of makeup. My eyes had circles under them and my face was contorted into a frown. I tried my best to but a fake happy face back on before heading back out.

Getting back to the table Justin was already back and looking for me, "Where'd you go?"

"I needed to use the bathroom too." I weakly smiled while taking a sip on my water.

Justin furrowed his eyes, staring at me. I smiled at him again as an attempt to break his focus but it didn't work and he instead shook his head, "What the hell is going on, Nadia? This isn't cool anymore."

"Justin, I will tell you I swear. I just think we should eat first." I begged him because I now knew that I needed to tell him not only about the pregnancy but Martin as well. 

When out food finally arrived Justin quickly ate his food in silence. He had told me before that he hated the feeling of not knowing things so I knew the reason for his plate being empty now was so that I would just tell him. I, on the other hand, ate slowly because the truth was I didn't know how long this food would be in my stomach.