When you died I trashed everything
I tossed clothes out windows
I ripped cards into pieces
I burned pictures of you
I hated you for killing me emotionally
You took all the good times and
corrupted them,
Today I smelled perfume
Loves baby soft floated in the air around
me,
You surfaced instantly
You stand in front of a mirror applying
makeup,
Waiting for a man not worth it
When he showed up drunk tears would
fall,
I would wrap you in my arms crying
Dad never deserved you
He destroyed you completely
God I hate loves baby soft
The smell brings too many memories
